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2008.07.10 00:26 Relationships
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2023.06.04 00:17 Separate_Selection84 Cohesion is dumb
Cohesion is a stat that determines how far or how often divisions on a large frontline move to other reguons on the frontlines. This is supposed to help with reinforcement of the frontlines. The issue is that the default setting on armies is "flexible" which for some stupid reason causes entire army groups to MOVE AROUND THE PLACE AND LEAVE THE FRONTLINES. Allowing the enemy to move in. It's an easy fix. Just set the army group cohesion to balanced and they rarely do things like that. However new armies in the group still have flexible and still move around. Heck, Rigid cohesion is worse. Cause they don't move at all unless you do it. Which is great for micromanagers but I'm not one of those people. I have lost entire campaigns to this. Merely because I forgot to change one thing on my armies.
In conclusion I hate Cohesion and I wish the default setting can just be balanced so I can completely forget about this stat.
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In conclusion I hate Cohesion and I wish the default setting can just be balanced so I can completely forget about this stat.
2023.06.04 00:16 MrGoblinKing7 Strom Maw - Game Setting Idea
I had this idea when I was DMing, and now that I have taken a break from that, I knew this idea was still too good not to share. I hope you enjoy it.
The Setting of Sorm Maw
In ancient times, this land was once called the Cradle. A lush paradise bordered on the north and south by two large mountain ranges, the only easy ways in being the two valleys on the east and west. This land was once home to such a diverse ecosystem that it was commonly believed that all life sprang from this one place.
The first the build cities in this land were the Humans, and their cities were built around the greatest agricultural centers in the world, believed to have supplied most of the exported foods for all the old kingdoms. But this first kingdom of Humanity would not last, and no one remembered what madness convinced the kings of old to open the Gates of Fire. But be it for riches, power, or immortality, a great volcano formed at the center of the land, and from it spewed the great armies of the elemental plain of fire Efreeti kings ruled the now burning lands, the land once known as the Cradle, was now the Burning Maw.
For five hundred years, the elemental plain of fire tainted the land, making it nearly impossible for the now enslaved Humans and what few free tribes to bearly hold onto life. The last bastion of resistance was the Dwarven Kingdom which dwelt in the southern mountain range. But even then, it was rare for Humans to escape their Fire Sultans to this last safe place, and the price for freedom was almost as high as staying in bonds. The land was such a cursed place for life that Hobgoblin fortresses being built in the northern range and sending raiding parties south was more a break from the tedium than a true threat.
Then the dragons came, two Ancient Blue Dragons, a mated couple, would invade the northern mountains. With a massive Kobold army, conquering it before sending an assault into the Burning Maw, the war would be long, but in the end, the Fire Gates would be closed, and the great volcano died, along with most to all elementals in the domain. The two then conducted a great ritual, and above their new lair formed the Ever Storm, and with it came the rains. The desert would become a savana, and life would begin to return. With the Kobolds and Hobgoblins in their armies, the two Dragons would subjugate the surviving Humans and build a new kingdom. And with every passing Draconic generation and with new lairs established, The Burning Maw would now become the Kingdom of Strom Maw.
The Kingdom of Strom Maw would be an oddly united realm. The casts separated into the three main tires of civilization. The Military, the Sorseror Nobility, and the Crafts Guilds, each being the only groups that could be said to have rights under the Dragons and for whom life is relatively well.
But something is going on, the next generation of Dragons is of age to take their armies and establish new extensions to the realm, but the armies have not marched. Some believe that the last of the Founding Dragons is close to death, and the young are simply waiting for the inevitable civil war to start. Will the Kingdom survive such a conflict? Will the Ever Strom vanish if too many Dragons die, turning the land back into a waist land? Are there any heroes in this dimension who could intervene in the conflict and save the innocents who will inevitably get crushed in the coming chaos? Or will, after two thousand years of grim stability, will Storm Maw be destroyed and become a dead place?
Sorry if this is not ok for this sub. I just felt like writing this down somewhere. If there are any questions about the setting, I will eagerly answer them.
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The Setting of Sorm Maw
In ancient times, this land was once called the Cradle. A lush paradise bordered on the north and south by two large mountain ranges, the only easy ways in being the two valleys on the east and west. This land was once home to such a diverse ecosystem that it was commonly believed that all life sprang from this one place.
The first the build cities in this land were the Humans, and their cities were built around the greatest agricultural centers in the world, believed to have supplied most of the exported foods for all the old kingdoms. But this first kingdom of Humanity would not last, and no one remembered what madness convinced the kings of old to open the Gates of Fire. But be it for riches, power, or immortality, a great volcano formed at the center of the land, and from it spewed the great armies of the elemental plain of fire Efreeti kings ruled the now burning lands, the land once known as the Cradle, was now the Burning Maw.
For five hundred years, the elemental plain of fire tainted the land, making it nearly impossible for the now enslaved Humans and what few free tribes to bearly hold onto life. The last bastion of resistance was the Dwarven Kingdom which dwelt in the southern mountain range. But even then, it was rare for Humans to escape their Fire Sultans to this last safe place, and the price for freedom was almost as high as staying in bonds. The land was such a cursed place for life that Hobgoblin fortresses being built in the northern range and sending raiding parties south was more a break from the tedium than a true threat.
Then the dragons came, two Ancient Blue Dragons, a mated couple, would invade the northern mountains. With a massive Kobold army, conquering it before sending an assault into the Burning Maw, the war would be long, but in the end, the Fire Gates would be closed, and the great volcano died, along with most to all elementals in the domain. The two then conducted a great ritual, and above their new lair formed the Ever Storm, and with it came the rains. The desert would become a savana, and life would begin to return. With the Kobolds and Hobgoblins in their armies, the two Dragons would subjugate the surviving Humans and build a new kingdom. And with every passing Draconic generation and with new lairs established, The Burning Maw would now become the Kingdom of Strom Maw.
The Kingdom of Strom Maw would be an oddly united realm. The casts separated into the three main tires of civilization. The Military, the Sorseror Nobility, and the Crafts Guilds, each being the only groups that could be said to have rights under the Dragons and for whom life is relatively well.
But something is going on, the next generation of Dragons is of age to take their armies and establish new extensions to the realm, but the armies have not marched. Some believe that the last of the Founding Dragons is close to death, and the young are simply waiting for the inevitable civil war to start. Will the Kingdom survive such a conflict? Will the Ever Strom vanish if too many Dragons die, turning the land back into a waist land? Are there any heroes in this dimension who could intervene in the conflict and save the innocents who will inevitably get crushed in the coming chaos? Or will, after two thousand years of grim stability, will Storm Maw be destroyed and become a dead place?
Sorry if this is not ok for this sub. I just felt like writing this down somewhere. If there are any questions about the setting, I will eagerly answer them.
2023.06.04 00:16 StrangeGuyFromCorner Complete Guide: How to play Mario Kart GP One and Two with dolphin triforce on the PC
 | After hours of figuring out how to make that Mario Kart GP work on the PC and finding many incomlete infos i thought it would be nice to have a one for all guide how to run those games. submitted by StrangeGuyFromCorner to DolphinEmulator [link] [comments] #Requirements: -A Mario Kart GP one or two dump, i will not explain how to dump or find it. The rest will be explained. -7Zip or Winrar #Iso Setup (for bouth games) If you have your rom there is a possibility that it is not configured for Dolphin yet. So you need to configure the Hexcode of your iso. (This sounds intimidating but is even beginner friendly)
Now you get greeted with this unholy mess. But we have already found what must be changed. In the Top left it is written "GGPE01" for Mario Kart GP 1 or something like "GGPE02" for the second game. This is the GameID
Next the dolphin setup: #Dolphin triforce setup
#Mario Kart GP One code [OnFrame_Enabled]$Disable crypto $Loop fix [OnFrame] $Disable crypto 0x8023D828:dword:0x93A30008 0x8023D82C:dword:0x93C3000C 0x8023D830:dword:0x93E30010 0x8023E088:dword:0x4E800020 $Loop fix 0x800790A0:dword:0x98650025 0x8024F95C:dword:0x60000000 0x80031BF0:dword:0x60000000 0x80031BFC:dword:0x60000000 0x800BE10C:dword:0x4800002C 0x8009F1E0:dword:0x60000000 0x800319D0:dword:0x60000000 [EmuState] EmulationIssues = AM-Baseboard
#Mario Kart GP Two code [Display] ProgressiveScan = 0 [Wii] Widescreen = False DisableWiimoteSpeaker = 0 [Video] PH_SZNear = 1 [EmuState] EmulationStateId = 3 [OnFrame] $DI Seed Blanker 0x80000000:dword:0x00000000 0x80000004:dword:0x00000000 0x80000008:dword:0x00000000 $DVDInquiry Patchok 0x80286388:dword:0x3C602100 0x8028638C:dword:0x4E800020 $Ignore CMD Encryption 0x80285CD0:dword:0x93A30008 0x80285CD4:dword:0x93C3000C 0x80285CD8:dword:0x93E30010 $Disable CARD 0x80073BF4:dword:0x98650023 0x80073C10:dword:0x98650023 $Disable CAM 0x80073BD8:dword:0x98650025 $Seat Loop patch 0x800BE10C:dword:0x4800002C $Stuck loop patch 0x8002E100:dword:0x60000000 $60times Loop patch 0x8028B5D4:dword:0x60000000 $GameTestMode Patch 0x8002E340:dword:0x60000000 0x8002E34C:dword:0x60000000 $SeatLoopPatch 0x80084FC4:dword:0x4800000C 0x80085000:dword:0x60000000 $99 credits 0x80690AC0:dword:0x00000063 [OnFrame_Enabled] $DI Seed Blanker $DVDInquiry Patchok $Ignore CMD Encryption $Disable CARD $Disable CAM $Seat Loop patch $Stuck loop patch $60times Loop patch $GameTestMode Patch $SeatLoopPatch $99 credits
#Last advice If you have bouth Mario Kart GP one and two you have a little problem. Bouth games have the same GameId so bouth will try to use the same codes. You will have to change it in the 'Patch' option of the game. You get there by Right clicking on the game and selecting 'Properties'. Now on the right you can switch the patches. |
2023.06.04 00:16 aldjfh Is travelling to the mine the most dangerous part of the job or am i overhinking it?
So my job may in the future require travel to mines in Columbia, ecuador and such in the future. The mine site itself I'm not too worried about as I've been around construction sites my entire career and I'm doing surface site infrastructure work anyways. As long as I'm not a total moron I should be ok.
However it's the going to site I'm concerned about. First, idk if these areas are controlled heavily by gangs, cartels and paramilitaries. Hell even corrupt officials looking to kidnap for ransom a westerner so really its danger lurking everywhere. So I'm thinking from the airport to that deep into the jungle drive to site you are essentially in no man's land and anything can happen. You dont know who is watching you like prey and you have no idea who you are speaking to and what their intentions are. I grew up in a third world shithole and have had robberies and guns pulled on me and have known of corrupt gang affiliated government officials, so I'm extremely paranoid and viscerally afraid of this stuff.
Secondly, I'm concerned about the site infrastructure itself. Idk how common or how big of a deal it is but landslides, failing roads, breaking down in the middle of nowhere and dangeorus wild animals seem to be an ever present danger inherent to the job. Unlike USA or Canada I don't think any infrastructure is safe and i dont think the authorities in these countries care to or have the capability to do anything.
But idk. I could be overthinking this and havent been in mining long enough to say. I mean tons of people work in mining so it can't be that risky. Can someone whos been in this environment give me their 2 cents? Am I thinking rationally here?
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However it's the going to site I'm concerned about. First, idk if these areas are controlled heavily by gangs, cartels and paramilitaries. Hell even corrupt officials looking to kidnap for ransom a westerner so really its danger lurking everywhere. So I'm thinking from the airport to that deep into the jungle drive to site you are essentially in no man's land and anything can happen. You dont know who is watching you like prey and you have no idea who you are speaking to and what their intentions are. I grew up in a third world shithole and have had robberies and guns pulled on me and have known of corrupt gang affiliated government officials, so I'm extremely paranoid and viscerally afraid of this stuff.
Secondly, I'm concerned about the site infrastructure itself. Idk how common or how big of a deal it is but landslides, failing roads, breaking down in the middle of nowhere and dangeorus wild animals seem to be an ever present danger inherent to the job. Unlike USA or Canada I don't think any infrastructure is safe and i dont think the authorities in these countries care to or have the capability to do anything.
But idk. I could be overthinking this and havent been in mining long enough to say. I mean tons of people work in mining so it can't be that risky. Can someone whos been in this environment give me their 2 cents? Am I thinking rationally here?
2023.06.04 00:16 Kertain Planted a bunch of shrubs- didn't loosen root ball
Hello So dumb me just spent 8 hours putting in a bunch if new shrubs, but I forgot to loosen/break up the rootball.
I didn't notice any that were super compact, but did I just screw myself?
Do I dig them all up, break up ball and replant. Most of these were Burford Holly and some Abelia variants.
Thought? Thank you!
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I didn't notice any that were super compact, but did I just screw myself?
Do I dig them all up, break up ball and replant. Most of these were Burford Holly and some Abelia variants.
Thought? Thank you!
2023.06.04 00:15 Aggressive_Mail_6167 Is BCS better as a rewatch?
Finished BCS last night, and although it’s an amazing show, I didn’t enjoy it as much as Breaking Bad like I thought that I would. It’s probably down to me preferring the more intense, action filled, “shock factor” reliant nature of BB compared to BCS (and the fact that 80% of BCS season 6 was spoiled for me lmao). but considering that none of this matters really when rewatching a show, do you think I’ll enjoy BCS more as a rewatch than the 1st time considering the factors that make it such a strong show (writing, goat tier character arcs, and other things that don’t age badly at all)? Wondering how many of you guys have rewatched both BB/BCS and what you thought the 2nd time around watching!
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2023.06.04 00:15 Corourke101 Will this cure my herpes?
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2023.06.04 00:15 dwestx71x I wish I had more information on this.
et’s not get eaten by boys. If anyone can discuss this to have it make sense to me without being deleted please do. Basically I’m working on a project. I set the global tempo to 140, I grab several loops (drums, melodies, one shots, etc, vocals) I find all of these loops from legitimate legal sources. When I start adding clips the tempos don’t match. Do I have to go into each clip separately and warp them from 140 setting the first market at the first beat and the last marker at the last beat? Or is there something I’m missing altogether because I’m bad at this? I just want the project to match cohesively to entertain my wife and kids. I’m sure there is something in the manual or a tutorial on this i just can’t find anything. If anyone has an easy fix or a source they recommend it would be greatly appreciated and I would be indebted to you.
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2023.06.04 00:15 Hopeful_Green_3728 i accidently offered women ride home of her husband. im depressed things are not going well at all
english is not my first language so excuse my grammatical errors
so to start with i have social anxiety ever since i started noticing girls(yes only around girls my age group not around men. i turn into extrovert around people are older and kids also people i know from childhood) im 21 now decided to go to college then go abroad to complete masters and settle there (i live in india) i didn't not to go to college after graduating high school when i was 17 cause of bullying even tho im 5"11"(tall for indian man cause average here is 5.6 and i never encountered anyone taller than me) my mom wanted me to go to college and was fully gonna fund me(i live with her she has a terrible disease dont know i should tell it but she is always weak and sick) but i said no.besides i got a small online work at home job right after high school with decent pay these past 4 years were okayish i did whatever i want bought my fav consoles,games,built a pc cause i dont have to pay for anything my mom earns a lot she does all the paying and she still treats me like a kid which really bothers me whenever i ask her to take me dentist for bracers that i will pay it with my own money she says something like "nah its alright you look great my intertsomeworkername's son has worst teeth i have ever seen its normal it will cover up when you get into your 30s"(it was 20s when im a teenager) and i cant deal with anxiety with going outside alone to a hospital getting appointment and explaining doctor about my teeth so stopped asking her carried on doing what i do.but these past 2-3 months i keep feeling really alone and miserable like something is missing in my life(it started with a dream i had early morning was so good felt very real)games doesn't feel entertaining anymore.
reality check:
i ran into my classmate 22M last month in who is about to graduate college he was never my friend just a casual at times made fun of me and played along when someone bullied but i can tell he matured and moved on from high school phase we were greeting each other he was with his 3 years relationship girlfriend she was complaining they have gotten to city at 5:30 am been waiting for her license and that she is hungry for breakfast so i took them to a coffee shop nearby we were having breakfast he paid for it we are catching up about our lives that made me realize how much of idiot i am laid back in outside world stuff, he was talking about all this taxes, political stance,government plans,laws etc i was agreeing with as i no idea most of it that he noticed it and changed the topic and started treating like a kid(not in a insulting way) explaining everything in more detailed way started asking questions about games asked me if im still playing Skyrim and it was a great game i felt so embarrassed said no(but i do) he said something like "dude are you like 7ft or something how many you been with" he said while laughing he is 5.7 i didn't pluck up the courage tell him i haven't even kissed a girl yet so i said 3 girls,his girlfriend was into this and started asking details about breakups and meetups and kept laughing at scenarios im saying about these imaginary girlfriends. my friend smile disappeared kept awkwardly smirking not because i was flirting with his girlfriend or anything he picked it right off the bat i making these up she kept pressing me i panicked said i had my first girlfriend in 10th grade but i studied till 12th with him i never talked with girl in my class ever he knows it.while leaving he never confronted me about anything about lying maybe felt bad about me then started telling how he approached his girlfriend and made moves in the most detailed way possible almost like telling me how to get a girlfriend he asked for my Instagram(guess what i don't have one cause people use Instagram post pictures of themselves and i dont rate myself as good looking person)and said we should hangout sometime he took my number then we said goodbye went our ways.
my childhood
ever since this conversation i felt like the biggest loser of all time. i have a hard time eating,sleeping,working and my depression got worse . i had traumatic cheating parents childhood involving AP's sidechick(yes not his wife and he lied to my mom being single) beating the living hell out of my mom and stomping her face on the ground infront of 9 year old me and in laws allowing and encouraging giving ap wife full support against my mom for cheating on my sick dad, my grandma has big castle type house all her children live together they kicked us out of house after my dad died my mom got my dad's job according Indian rules thought everything was going great until she contracted HIV we still have no idea how it happened as she only had affair with 1 guy my mom keeps telling someone planned against her could be in laws or AP's wife and the're totally capable of doing it.i know what you people might be thinking my mom but she is not that type of person she is the most caring and generous person i ever known goes out help homeless people,animals. even though i completely agree cheating is wrong any situation this is only time i can justify as my dad is completely selfish passive aggressive person beating my mom is common thing for him i used see it as kid sometimes he used yell most vulger dirtiest insults at her loudly that everyone around us can hear it(we lived separately when my dad was healthier) my mother told me he cheated on her multiple times(could be true but i didnt believe as i was not born yet i only believe what i see)she also told me beat her infront of my uncle(her brother)when she said got a job and going to do it even after they are married( i asked my uncle and few people around they told me its true) she put with this for 7 years before he got sick running away is not an options as we live in india and she is jobless and wives leave husbands are shamed.she did all these sacrifices and put up with him cause she loved him when he got both his kidneys failed she took real care him he cant even walk without holding someone and became deaf 1 year after the condition 2nd year they took something out his body idk what and placed a machine he cant pee they used do something called dialysis to remove waste from his body so their sexual relationship is dead so she cheated on him (which is still wrong )leaving him would worsen him all alone no one to take care.when he found he got pissed called my uncle(his brother) he came insulted my mom took us and dad home to grandma grandparents and all in laws started making me and my sister hate my mom telling us insult her and we did when she use to call i was pissed at that time watching someone else in my dad's position.three days we realized all in laws taking care of their children(cousins) no one actually making breakfast lunch or anything for us everyone kept ignoring our needs so i called mom so she sent her brother we went back to her. my dad needs dialysis his brothers kept delaying it saying they are busy its been weeks so he called mom she came picked him up took him to hospital it takes like entire day he died few years later. we moved in with grandma where she tortured daily verbally and used like maid but we dont have anywhere else stay then found out her ap had 1 wife and 1 affair his wife left him. mom distanced herself from him my mom is 4 ft ap's affair beat her so many times cause my uncles and aunts kept calling her they hated her so much idk why. we moved out she got aids i have panic attack when someone makes an aids joke. as kid i dont know what it is or why my mom kept crying holding the reports or why she distanced herself from us and kept her seperate plates glasses has her own seperate bathroom stopped us from kissing her i thought its just a random sickness then searched about it google back in 2019 it said they only live between 9-15 years and its already been 13 years she is getting skinner everyday her blood count dropped to 4 i been having nightmares recently about her i wake up cant sleep anymore and start getting emotional start praying all this things fucked my mind up when someone even says the word cheating or aids my heart starts beating and i have panic attack
fixing myself
i did my best ignoring it went with other hobbies like playing games and lot of daydreaming fantasy stuff like me present in lord of rings being Aragorn and it worked infact daydreaming is my favorite thing i lock my room walk around thinking about these cool stuff it makes so happy takes me into a place where everything happens according to my favor i control everything.but after conversation with my friend i wanted fix my life bought a motorcycle started going out for groceries got my bracers(went with mom tho) started going to gym(its been 1month by tomorrow) nervous at start thought people would stare at me but no one did there were more skinny and shorter guys than me applied to college starting next month. want to be in a relationship but it comes with cheating(not all don't get triggered but could be the one i gotten myself into)so i went reddit to see how people do post infidelity to prepare myself mentally if i ever get cheated and oh boy this is the biggest mistake of my life the things i 've read till now i always thought some personality traits makes someone loyal but everything is a lie and the way people got fucked over even after years after marriage and the stories i read im really empathic to the people got cheated on i feel like it happened to me and get emotional idk what to do im depressed and overthinking too much about something that never happened to me that i decided im done with this shit should just face the very own thing i fear and talk to actual girls rather than reading online about them
to the point
im going to college this is where i most likely find any relationship since im working on myself i feel i have a chance if im confident.i have been practising interactions with strangers getting motorcycle really helped as everyone kept asking for a ride picked like 4 people in the past week(noticed they all start conversation and keep talking) for them it might be free ride and i lose petrol but interactions helped .so to the point like 2 hours ago 10pm i went out buy my energy drink and some medicines for mom's headache saw this women lives in the same apartment started buying medicines i talked with her like 3 times i call her aunty. my mom is not social either she talked with her like 4 times this women has parlor few weeks ago in elevator she asked my mom is she wants her hair done she agreed gave appointment next day(sunday).next day she came but my mom didnt go she said she will come later but she never did or talked to her after.i had feeling she is pissed at my mom thought it would make it worse and make me look like a jerk if i let her walk at 10pm while there are so many drunks around when im actually going to the same place i thought it wouldn't hurt give her ride home asked her if she is going home she said yes i told her i could give her ride she said no need there is my husband. when i turn around there is her husband on motorcycle with kids he gave me an angry look asked her who is it then she said boy from 3rd floor i came back home did i do anything wrong in here i am making up all these scenarios that he will confront me tomorrow. i told my mom she got pissed she is angry recently about me giving lifts random people wasting fuel.dont help anyone unless they ask. she said i didnt do anything wrong she told this women's husband is controlling and they are in toxic relationship they always fight(there's always screams and fights in our apartment i dont know who is who even tho i live here) and he is really suspicious of her i should apologize if he confronts.or forgot it like never happened.given everything im going through this is the last thing i need
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so to start with i have social anxiety ever since i started noticing girls(yes only around girls my age group not around men. i turn into extrovert around people are older and kids also people i know from childhood) im 21 now decided to go to college then go abroad to complete masters and settle there (i live in india) i didn't not to go to college after graduating high school when i was 17 cause of bullying even tho im 5"11"(tall for indian man cause average here is 5.6 and i never encountered anyone taller than me) my mom wanted me to go to college and was fully gonna fund me(i live with her she has a terrible disease dont know i should tell it but she is always weak and sick) but i said no.besides i got a small online work at home job right after high school with decent pay these past 4 years were okayish i did whatever i want bought my fav consoles,games,built a pc cause i dont have to pay for anything my mom earns a lot she does all the paying and she still treats me like a kid which really bothers me whenever i ask her to take me dentist for bracers that i will pay it with my own money she says something like "nah its alright you look great my intertsomeworkername's son has worst teeth i have ever seen its normal it will cover up when you get into your 30s"(it was 20s when im a teenager) and i cant deal with anxiety with going outside alone to a hospital getting appointment and explaining doctor about my teeth so stopped asking her carried on doing what i do.but these past 2-3 months i keep feeling really alone and miserable like something is missing in my life(it started with a dream i had early morning was so good felt very real)games doesn't feel entertaining anymore.
reality check:
i ran into my classmate 22M last month in who is about to graduate college he was never my friend just a casual at times made fun of me and played along when someone bullied but i can tell he matured and moved on from high school phase we were greeting each other he was with his 3 years relationship girlfriend she was complaining they have gotten to city at 5:30 am been waiting for her license and that she is hungry for breakfast so i took them to a coffee shop nearby we were having breakfast he paid for it we are catching up about our lives that made me realize how much of idiot i am laid back in outside world stuff, he was talking about all this taxes, political stance,government plans,laws etc i was agreeing with as i no idea most of it that he noticed it and changed the topic and started treating like a kid(not in a insulting way) explaining everything in more detailed way started asking questions about games asked me if im still playing Skyrim and it was a great game i felt so embarrassed said no(but i do) he said something like "dude are you like 7ft or something how many you been with" he said while laughing he is 5.7 i didn't pluck up the courage tell him i haven't even kissed a girl yet so i said 3 girls,his girlfriend was into this and started asking details about breakups and meetups and kept laughing at scenarios im saying about these imaginary girlfriends. my friend smile disappeared kept awkwardly smirking not because i was flirting with his girlfriend or anything he picked it right off the bat i making these up she kept pressing me i panicked said i had my first girlfriend in 10th grade but i studied till 12th with him i never talked with girl in my class ever he knows it.while leaving he never confronted me about anything about lying maybe felt bad about me then started telling how he approached his girlfriend and made moves in the most detailed way possible almost like telling me how to get a girlfriend he asked for my Instagram(guess what i don't have one cause people use Instagram post pictures of themselves and i dont rate myself as good looking person)and said we should hangout sometime he took my number then we said goodbye went our ways.
my childhood
ever since this conversation i felt like the biggest loser of all time. i have a hard time eating,sleeping,working and my depression got worse . i had traumatic cheating parents childhood involving AP's sidechick(yes not his wife and he lied to my mom being single) beating the living hell out of my mom and stomping her face on the ground infront of 9 year old me and in laws allowing and encouraging giving ap wife full support against my mom for cheating on my sick dad, my grandma has big castle type house all her children live together they kicked us out of house after my dad died my mom got my dad's job according Indian rules thought everything was going great until she contracted HIV we still have no idea how it happened as she only had affair with 1 guy my mom keeps telling someone planned against her could be in laws or AP's wife and the're totally capable of doing it.i know what you people might be thinking my mom but she is not that type of person she is the most caring and generous person i ever known goes out help homeless people,animals. even though i completely agree cheating is wrong any situation this is only time i can justify as my dad is completely selfish passive aggressive person beating my mom is common thing for him i used see it as kid sometimes he used yell most vulger dirtiest insults at her loudly that everyone around us can hear it(we lived separately when my dad was healthier) my mother told me he cheated on her multiple times(could be true but i didnt believe as i was not born yet i only believe what i see)she also told me beat her infront of my uncle(her brother)when she said got a job and going to do it even after they are married( i asked my uncle and few people around they told me its true) she put with this for 7 years before he got sick running away is not an options as we live in india and she is jobless and wives leave husbands are shamed.she did all these sacrifices and put up with him cause she loved him when he got both his kidneys failed she took real care him he cant even walk without holding someone and became deaf 1 year after the condition 2nd year they took something out his body idk what and placed a machine he cant pee they used do something called dialysis to remove waste from his body so their sexual relationship is dead so she cheated on him (which is still wrong )leaving him would worsen him all alone no one to take care.when he found he got pissed called my uncle(his brother) he came insulted my mom took us and dad home to grandma grandparents and all in laws started making me and my sister hate my mom telling us insult her and we did when she use to call i was pissed at that time watching someone else in my dad's position.three days we realized all in laws taking care of their children(cousins) no one actually making breakfast lunch or anything for us everyone kept ignoring our needs so i called mom so she sent her brother we went back to her. my dad needs dialysis his brothers kept delaying it saying they are busy its been weeks so he called mom she came picked him up took him to hospital it takes like entire day he died few years later. we moved in with grandma where she tortured daily verbally and used like maid but we dont have anywhere else stay then found out her ap had 1 wife and 1 affair his wife left him. mom distanced herself from him my mom is 4 ft ap's affair beat her so many times cause my uncles and aunts kept calling her they hated her so much idk why. we moved out she got aids i have panic attack when someone makes an aids joke. as kid i dont know what it is or why my mom kept crying holding the reports or why she distanced herself from us and kept her seperate plates glasses has her own seperate bathroom stopped us from kissing her i thought its just a random sickness then searched about it google back in 2019 it said they only live between 9-15 years and its already been 13 years she is getting skinner everyday her blood count dropped to 4 i been having nightmares recently about her i wake up cant sleep anymore and start getting emotional start praying all this things fucked my mind up when someone even says the word cheating or aids my heart starts beating and i have panic attack
fixing myself
i did my best ignoring it went with other hobbies like playing games and lot of daydreaming fantasy stuff like me present in lord of rings being Aragorn and it worked infact daydreaming is my favorite thing i lock my room walk around thinking about these cool stuff it makes so happy takes me into a place where everything happens according to my favor i control everything.but after conversation with my friend i wanted fix my life bought a motorcycle started going out for groceries got my bracers(went with mom tho) started going to gym(its been 1month by tomorrow) nervous at start thought people would stare at me but no one did there were more skinny and shorter guys than me applied to college starting next month. want to be in a relationship but it comes with cheating(not all don't get triggered but could be the one i gotten myself into)so i went reddit to see how people do post infidelity to prepare myself mentally if i ever get cheated and oh boy this is the biggest mistake of my life the things i 've read till now i always thought some personality traits makes someone loyal but everything is a lie and the way people got fucked over even after years after marriage and the stories i read im really empathic to the people got cheated on i feel like it happened to me and get emotional idk what to do im depressed and overthinking too much about something that never happened to me that i decided im done with this shit should just face the very own thing i fear and talk to actual girls rather than reading online about them
to the point
im going to college this is where i most likely find any relationship since im working on myself i feel i have a chance if im confident.i have been practising interactions with strangers getting motorcycle really helped as everyone kept asking for a ride picked like 4 people in the past week(noticed they all start conversation and keep talking) for them it might be free ride and i lose petrol but interactions helped .so to the point like 2 hours ago 10pm i went out buy my energy drink and some medicines for mom's headache saw this women lives in the same apartment started buying medicines i talked with her like 3 times i call her aunty. my mom is not social either she talked with her like 4 times this women has parlor few weeks ago in elevator she asked my mom is she wants her hair done she agreed gave appointment next day(sunday).next day she came but my mom didnt go she said she will come later but she never did or talked to her after.i had feeling she is pissed at my mom thought it would make it worse and make me look like a jerk if i let her walk at 10pm while there are so many drunks around when im actually going to the same place i thought it wouldn't hurt give her ride home asked her if she is going home she said yes i told her i could give her ride she said no need there is my husband. when i turn around there is her husband on motorcycle with kids he gave me an angry look asked her who is it then she said boy from 3rd floor i came back home did i do anything wrong in here i am making up all these scenarios that he will confront me tomorrow. i told my mom she got pissed she is angry recently about me giving lifts random people wasting fuel.dont help anyone unless they ask. she said i didnt do anything wrong she told this women's husband is controlling and they are in toxic relationship they always fight(there's always screams and fights in our apartment i dont know who is who even tho i live here) and he is really suspicious of her i should apologize if he confronts.or forgot it like never happened.given everything im going through this is the last thing i need
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2023.06.04 00:14 bassatbc269 a new law hat mandates every website to follow some requirements. The fine for violating these requirements is as high as $20 million. It's that crazy! Yeah!
If you haven’t been busy hiding under a rock in some mountain you’ve already heard about GDPR.
GDPR (General Data Protection Regulation) is a new law passed by EU (European Union) that mandates every website to follow some requirements. The fine for violating these requirements is as high as $20 million. It's that crazy! Yeah!
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Not only that, you might even be barred from serving any customer from EU ever again.
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2023.06.04 00:14 anilexis I am afraid to turn into a creepy stalker
TLDR: the guy that I have a crush on may be straight, but he still sends me love messages and I worry to become to obsessed with him.
The guy and I work for the same company, but in different cities and departments, so we don't see each other at work. However, we've known each other for years. We met at company events, and we also have a big chat where all staff can talk about anything.
Although I always found him cute, I assumed he was straight, so I didn't really think much of him until this year. We met at a corporate New Year event, where there were many people, and I socialized with everyone, not just him. However, we had a few beers together and ended up talking more than usual.
That night, after the party, I was alone in a hotel room and found myself thinking about how cute, smart, and sexy he is, and how I want to be with him. It was the first time I'd thought this way about him.
That's where my crush began. At the time, all I knew was that he was trying to date some girls with no luck. Some people in our chat even asked him if he was gay, to which he replied no. So I decided not to act, not wanting to get hurt. But a few days later, he messaged me on WhatsApp, saying that he enjoyed our time at the event and that I had some very interesting thoughts. Mostly, we talked about our work gossip, but we also discussed some personal topics. It turned out that we had some things in common, such as favorite books, food, and video games. So we started to chat on daily basis - not too much, but quite pleasantly.
One night, things escalated and he confessed his love for me. I was surprised, but happy to hear it. I replied saying that I also loved him and admired how intelligent and wonderful he is. We discovered that we have a lot in common. He sent me a heart emoji and it felt like a dream come true. We discussed the possibility of meeting in person, but it was getting late so we had to go to bed.
Something weird is happening between us. We talk and call each other a lot, but whenever I try to flirt, make sexy comments, or share gay art that I think he'd like, he usually doesn't respond. Even when I send him small physical gifts with love confessions, he ignores any sexual undertones. Instead, he talks more about work or hobbies. When he say that he loves me, it is just a simple statements, without elaborations. I tried being honest with him, but he still ignored me. I even asked him directly about his sexuality, but he just changed the subject!
I was really worried, so I talked to a guy I know in the same city as my crush. He's gay and works with my crush. He told me something in secret - my crush is definitely straight, but he might be on the autism spectrum. He's also single and doesn't have many friends. It turns out that telling people he loves them is just something he does sometimes, and I'm not the first person he's told. So, there was nothing romantic or sexual about it.
I didn't think that my source had lied to me, but I couldn't be certain, could I? So, I wrote my guy a letter expressing how much he meant to me, and how he was the best person I knew. I included a link to the letter, telling him that it was something work-related, so he would read it. All I received in response was a correction of some minor data I had included about him. He completely ignored the rest of the letter and proceeded to discuss work gossip. I felt heartbroken.
Last Friday, I informed my crush that I wanted to take a break from social media and disabled all notifications for the weekend. However, I still checked WhatsApp and saw a message from him saying "I love you" today. I didn't open or reply to it, but now I'm left wondering what he wants from me. He never really responds, so I'm unsure if he's questioning his orientation, is just lonely and weird, or if he's asexual. I'm hesitant to investigate further because I don't want to come across as a creepy stalker with an overbearing interest in a guy who might identify as straight.
Maybe we didn't understand each other well, and I wasn't clear enough. I want to go back to our enjoyable talks with him, but I also want to move on from this strange obsession. We haven't met face to face since that first incident this year, and I don't think we should. I don't want to make things awkward for him or our colleagues. Nonetheless, I don't feel comfortable continuing our friendship, especially with the strange love confessions he's been sending me.
After speaking to my source again, he told me that the person doesn't drink much and hasn't been seen using drugs or doing anything else suspicious. They do sometimes feel sad, but usually just because they had a bad date with a girl. I decided to stop talking to avoid seeming creepy.
So am I the strange and creepy one here? Have I imagined too much and embarrassed the poor guy?
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The guy and I work for the same company, but in different cities and departments, so we don't see each other at work. However, we've known each other for years. We met at company events, and we also have a big chat where all staff can talk about anything.
Although I always found him cute, I assumed he was straight, so I didn't really think much of him until this year. We met at a corporate New Year event, where there were many people, and I socialized with everyone, not just him. However, we had a few beers together and ended up talking more than usual.
That night, after the party, I was alone in a hotel room and found myself thinking about how cute, smart, and sexy he is, and how I want to be with him. It was the first time I'd thought this way about him.
That's where my crush began. At the time, all I knew was that he was trying to date some girls with no luck. Some people in our chat even asked him if he was gay, to which he replied no. So I decided not to act, not wanting to get hurt. But a few days later, he messaged me on WhatsApp, saying that he enjoyed our time at the event and that I had some very interesting thoughts. Mostly, we talked about our work gossip, but we also discussed some personal topics. It turned out that we had some things in common, such as favorite books, food, and video games. So we started to chat on daily basis - not too much, but quite pleasantly.
One night, things escalated and he confessed his love for me. I was surprised, but happy to hear it. I replied saying that I also loved him and admired how intelligent and wonderful he is. We discovered that we have a lot in common. He sent me a heart emoji and it felt like a dream come true. We discussed the possibility of meeting in person, but it was getting late so we had to go to bed.
Something weird is happening between us. We talk and call each other a lot, but whenever I try to flirt, make sexy comments, or share gay art that I think he'd like, he usually doesn't respond. Even when I send him small physical gifts with love confessions, he ignores any sexual undertones. Instead, he talks more about work or hobbies. When he say that he loves me, it is just a simple statements, without elaborations. I tried being honest with him, but he still ignored me. I even asked him directly about his sexuality, but he just changed the subject!
I was really worried, so I talked to a guy I know in the same city as my crush. He's gay and works with my crush. He told me something in secret - my crush is definitely straight, but he might be on the autism spectrum. He's also single and doesn't have many friends. It turns out that telling people he loves them is just something he does sometimes, and I'm not the first person he's told. So, there was nothing romantic or sexual about it.
I didn't think that my source had lied to me, but I couldn't be certain, could I? So, I wrote my guy a letter expressing how much he meant to me, and how he was the best person I knew. I included a link to the letter, telling him that it was something work-related, so he would read it. All I received in response was a correction of some minor data I had included about him. He completely ignored the rest of the letter and proceeded to discuss work gossip. I felt heartbroken.
Last Friday, I informed my crush that I wanted to take a break from social media and disabled all notifications for the weekend. However, I still checked WhatsApp and saw a message from him saying "I love you" today. I didn't open or reply to it, but now I'm left wondering what he wants from me. He never really responds, so I'm unsure if he's questioning his orientation, is just lonely and weird, or if he's asexual. I'm hesitant to investigate further because I don't want to come across as a creepy stalker with an overbearing interest in a guy who might identify as straight.
Maybe we didn't understand each other well, and I wasn't clear enough. I want to go back to our enjoyable talks with him, but I also want to move on from this strange obsession. We haven't met face to face since that first incident this year, and I don't think we should. I don't want to make things awkward for him or our colleagues. Nonetheless, I don't feel comfortable continuing our friendship, especially with the strange love confessions he's been sending me.
After speaking to my source again, he told me that the person doesn't drink much and hasn't been seen using drugs or doing anything else suspicious. They do sometimes feel sad, but usually just because they had a bad date with a girl. I decided to stop talking to avoid seeming creepy.
So am I the strange and creepy one here? Have I imagined too much and embarrassed the poor guy?
2023.06.04 00:14 bgeerdes Inconsistency in treatment of charging heavy attacks for greatsword
Maybe some others will have some insight into what I'm seeing. But it seems like something that the dev team should look into just for consistency.
With unflinching blade there's a little delay in the animation where you don't have grit, and then when you've held your attack button long enough the grit appears.
However, guard point visual appears as soon as I press the attack button. There's no delay to see if I'm working on a heavy or charged heavy. So even light clicks show the guard point visual even though it's supposed to only be for heavy attacks.
So either unflinching blade needs to give me grit as soon as I start clicking the attack button or guard point needs to wait a split second to see if I'm heavy attacking for consistency in the handling of (charged) heavy attacks.
As somebody who plays GS, I'd love to see the grit come a little quicker to my charged heavy attacks. As it is I'm often interrupted by mobs even though I'm intending to charge heavy. But the only fix for this that I can see is to have a totally separate attack button for heavy so that the game knows what we're intending to do.
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With unflinching blade there's a little delay in the animation where you don't have grit, and then when you've held your attack button long enough the grit appears.
However, guard point visual appears as soon as I press the attack button. There's no delay to see if I'm working on a heavy or charged heavy. So even light clicks show the guard point visual even though it's supposed to only be for heavy attacks.
So either unflinching blade needs to give me grit as soon as I start clicking the attack button or guard point needs to wait a split second to see if I'm heavy attacking for consistency in the handling of (charged) heavy attacks.
As somebody who plays GS, I'd love to see the grit come a little quicker to my charged heavy attacks. As it is I'm often interrupted by mobs even though I'm intending to charge heavy. But the only fix for this that I can see is to have a totally separate attack button for heavy so that the game knows what we're intending to do.
2023.06.04 00:13 javacharlie please help - think my ex was a narcissist & this breakup is extremely difficult. i need advice.
TL;DR: i broke up with my boyfriend 2 months ago, who i think was a narcissist, he completely blocked me on EVERYTHING immediately, I never got closure/ or a “last talk”. Found out through a mutual friend he has a new girlfriend already. It hurts. I feel so lonely. I don’t know what to do. My friends are sick of me talking about it & I already go to therapy.
Sorry this is a bit long. I guess i’m wondering if he was a narcissist, and what I can do to move on.
So I’ve known this guy for years as he was in a relationship with this girl i’ve known since highschool. Last May, we started talking and I was hesitant as i’ve known him & his previous relationship, but decided to give it a shot. We started hanging out every day, and it was moving quite fast. He was complimenting me, genuinely trying to get to know me & coincidentally we had so much in common. Honestly, he said many things that drew me in, one funnily being “communication is so important to me in a relationship”. We had (I thought) similar music taste, he didn’t put me down for any of my interests. He loved how creative and smart I was. I felt really seen and validated.
His birthday was just a week after we first started talking, and that’s when I met his parents & friends. By the 2nd week we made plans to spend a night in a nearby touristy city, and before heading out on the roadtrip, he asked me out. He brought me flowers & handwrote me a card. It was very sweet and special.
We had an AMAZING summer last year. We just clicked. I’ve never liked someone so much. He said he loved me a week after dating, which was a red flag to me at the time but I liked him so much & I knew of what he’s gone through in the past (he claimed he had all his exes cheat on him & they were crazy… lol) so I thought this was different and he really felt it.
We pretty much hangout every day during the summer, he would do everything together. He was so thoughtful, genuinely seemed to care. He met my friends and they all really liked him. He was sweet towards everyone. He made me a playlist, he handwrote me cards every month.
September comes around and I go to Vegas for my birthday. He was extremely upset I decided to go through with the Vegas plans, despite it being planned prior to us dating. He claimed people only go to Vegas to cheat, and there is no reason for me to go (it was my 21st). Also, my entire friend group I went with had boyfriends. I told him I would communicate with him, and tell him where I am at all times. I land at the airport in Vegas, and call him IMMEDIATELY to tell him, and tell him my plan of the day literally hour by hour. He was in an extremely weird mood, clearly upset. He was pretty much like this the entire trip, to the point we fought over the phone at one point. He also told everyone I was in Vegas and cheating!!!??
We worked it out when I got back. Few weeks go by, he told me his “ex situationship” added him on snap the night before (while i was sleeping) and he added her back and they talked. He told me she apologized for cheating on him & how she acted towards him. He accepted her apology & that was that. I was pretty upset as he told me a whole 24hrs later, and i felt like he shouldn’t need an apology or closure when he’s in a new relationship. If anything, I would’ve appreciated him at least saying “hey, I will be talking to this girl, I need closure”. But I told him i was upset he did this behind my back, and he got so mad and upset he told me it had nothing to do with me and he didn’t need to tell me in the first place. He said I should be happy he finally got closure and an apology from at least someone in his life. In order to stop this fight, I had to apologize for getting upset.
I really loved him so I just thought maybe I should let it go. Moving into OctobeNovember, this relationship becomes more and more toxic. He starts prioritizing his friends, barely communicates, even at one point guilt tripping me into having intercourse because we didn’t have it too often at this point as I was stressed with school (which he didn’t seem to care too much about). At the end of November, we had a stupid fight. So stupid - can’t even remember what it was about. He said “don’t talk to me until you figure your shit out”. So we didn’t talk for like a week, because I felt like I always went crawling back to him after each fight and this time he needs to fix it. One night I had a weird feelings, so I checked to see if he was following that ex situationship. He was. I then had a feeling he was at this club with this girl. I called him, his friend picked up and confirmed my suspicions. I was HURT. He always told me he wanted nothing to do with her. I felt so betrayed. We didn’t break up, we had a fight and didn’t talk for a bit. He blocks me that night.
He texts me a few days later saying we can have a last talk but I need to be moving on. I ask him what’s going on with him and that girl, and he said they’re friends nothing else, he doesn’t want to date her AT ALL, and that “at least she could apologize unlike you”. He said he doesn’t want to get back with me again and wants to be single for a bit. At some point, I accept it.
A few days later, the girl messages me. We facetime and she shows me all the text messages between her & him. Essentially, he actually DID want to date her. He said to her (during this one week of us not talking) things like “you’re my soulmate” (he always told me he never believed in soulmates), “i want to marry you”, “i love you”… She decided to message me when he blocked her because she told him she didn’t want to date him, unless they can’t find anyone else within 3 months. And when she said that he sent texts to her saying “why can’t you just give us a chance” “you know i would drop anything to be with you” “i cant see another guy get what I can’t get yet again”. She also showed me that in early October he wished her a happy birthday. She also told me he also handwrote her a card when they were together.
It was devastating. But I decided to text him “cheater”. He replies right away, denying it. Why would he want to be known as the cheater when he was the victim of cheating?? He comes and sees me, and for some reason I take him back again. He told me he only went back to her because he was “vulnerable” and “upset” that we were fighting, and that they have a trauma bond because both of their dads passed away from cancer but that her family is healthy and his is not. But anyways that night was really nice, he was lovebombing me all over again for the next few days.
But He denied that was cheating. He said me and him weren’t together. Not once did he say “we’re done”. To make me happy he would say he did cheat, but then when it was brought up again he would deny it. He also hated it when I brought this up to the point where he would get mad.
Going into the new year and earlier this year, very up and down. Overall, not doing the bare minimum. No communication again, not prioritizing me, honestly invalidating me… he was just a different person. We fought a lot. I got sick of it one day in March and I ended it, with my friends’ help. I was expecting him to care and try to fight for me back, but he let me go. Accused me of cheating one last time (he saw my location, but I was at my friends house). I sent him proof i was at my friend’s house and he ignored it and just told me it was his dads 10 year death anniversary, then blocked me on absolutely everywhere.
My friend found him on dating apps a few days later. I tried reaching out everywhere through different numbers, I tried texting his friends… no response. Nonstop crying from my end, I loved him so much and I just get discarded like this. Did I mean nothing to him? Did 9 months mean nothing? a month later I drop off his stuff, and our pictures, with a handwritten note pretty much apologizing (I know) and asking him to talk to me at least one more time for closure so I can heal. No response. Last Friday, I find out through a coworker that he has a new girlfriend, as he posted her to his story. It hurt, because that was on the 1 year anniversary of us first talking. I was crying and vomiting from the hurt.
I felt much better the next few days for some reason, probably because at this point I realized he was a narcissist (maybe??) and he’s just lovebombing her right now. But then a few days ago, he searched me up on TikTok???? Keep in mind, he told me tiktok is stupid, he deleted his old account, and he hated it when i watched tiktok because my fyp would be full of “men ain’t shit” tiktok’s lol. Anyways, i view his profile and found the new girlfriend’s. She makes a bunch of tiktok’s and seems the complete opposite of me. I found her insta through it and was so tempted to reach out but my friends stopped me as she probably wouldn’t listen, just like how I didn’t listen when the ex situationship hit me up.
So here I am. His birthday was yesterday, which was also really hard as I spent it with him last year. Our one year is also coming up. I try to distract myself, and let myself feel my feelings. But this is so painful. I don’t know what to do. It hurts he could move on like this and it hurts his friends clearly don’t care & think it’s acceptable.
What do you guys think. I know i deserve better but I can’t let go. Honestly, I would probably take him back if he ever came back to me. Just to take the pain away. I love him. I feel SO alone. No one understands me. My friends all have boyfriends and are busy with them, so I can’t hangout with them.
submitted by javacharlie to NarcissisticAbuse [link] [comments]
Sorry this is a bit long. I guess i’m wondering if he was a narcissist, and what I can do to move on.
So I’ve known this guy for years as he was in a relationship with this girl i’ve known since highschool. Last May, we started talking and I was hesitant as i’ve known him & his previous relationship, but decided to give it a shot. We started hanging out every day, and it was moving quite fast. He was complimenting me, genuinely trying to get to know me & coincidentally we had so much in common. Honestly, he said many things that drew me in, one funnily being “communication is so important to me in a relationship”. We had (I thought) similar music taste, he didn’t put me down for any of my interests. He loved how creative and smart I was. I felt really seen and validated.
His birthday was just a week after we first started talking, and that’s when I met his parents & friends. By the 2nd week we made plans to spend a night in a nearby touristy city, and before heading out on the roadtrip, he asked me out. He brought me flowers & handwrote me a card. It was very sweet and special.
We had an AMAZING summer last year. We just clicked. I’ve never liked someone so much. He said he loved me a week after dating, which was a red flag to me at the time but I liked him so much & I knew of what he’s gone through in the past (he claimed he had all his exes cheat on him & they were crazy… lol) so I thought this was different and he really felt it.
We pretty much hangout every day during the summer, he would do everything together. He was so thoughtful, genuinely seemed to care. He met my friends and they all really liked him. He was sweet towards everyone. He made me a playlist, he handwrote me cards every month.
September comes around and I go to Vegas for my birthday. He was extremely upset I decided to go through with the Vegas plans, despite it being planned prior to us dating. He claimed people only go to Vegas to cheat, and there is no reason for me to go (it was my 21st). Also, my entire friend group I went with had boyfriends. I told him I would communicate with him, and tell him where I am at all times. I land at the airport in Vegas, and call him IMMEDIATELY to tell him, and tell him my plan of the day literally hour by hour. He was in an extremely weird mood, clearly upset. He was pretty much like this the entire trip, to the point we fought over the phone at one point. He also told everyone I was in Vegas and cheating!!!??
We worked it out when I got back. Few weeks go by, he told me his “ex situationship” added him on snap the night before (while i was sleeping) and he added her back and they talked. He told me she apologized for cheating on him & how she acted towards him. He accepted her apology & that was that. I was pretty upset as he told me a whole 24hrs later, and i felt like he shouldn’t need an apology or closure when he’s in a new relationship. If anything, I would’ve appreciated him at least saying “hey, I will be talking to this girl, I need closure”. But I told him i was upset he did this behind my back, and he got so mad and upset he told me it had nothing to do with me and he didn’t need to tell me in the first place. He said I should be happy he finally got closure and an apology from at least someone in his life. In order to stop this fight, I had to apologize for getting upset.
I really loved him so I just thought maybe I should let it go. Moving into OctobeNovember, this relationship becomes more and more toxic. He starts prioritizing his friends, barely communicates, even at one point guilt tripping me into having intercourse because we didn’t have it too often at this point as I was stressed with school (which he didn’t seem to care too much about). At the end of November, we had a stupid fight. So stupid - can’t even remember what it was about. He said “don’t talk to me until you figure your shit out”. So we didn’t talk for like a week, because I felt like I always went crawling back to him after each fight and this time he needs to fix it. One night I had a weird feelings, so I checked to see if he was following that ex situationship. He was. I then had a feeling he was at this club with this girl. I called him, his friend picked up and confirmed my suspicions. I was HURT. He always told me he wanted nothing to do with her. I felt so betrayed. We didn’t break up, we had a fight and didn’t talk for a bit. He blocks me that night.
He texts me a few days later saying we can have a last talk but I need to be moving on. I ask him what’s going on with him and that girl, and he said they’re friends nothing else, he doesn’t want to date her AT ALL, and that “at least she could apologize unlike you”. He said he doesn’t want to get back with me again and wants to be single for a bit. At some point, I accept it.
A few days later, the girl messages me. We facetime and she shows me all the text messages between her & him. Essentially, he actually DID want to date her. He said to her (during this one week of us not talking) things like “you’re my soulmate” (he always told me he never believed in soulmates), “i want to marry you”, “i love you”… She decided to message me when he blocked her because she told him she didn’t want to date him, unless they can’t find anyone else within 3 months. And when she said that he sent texts to her saying “why can’t you just give us a chance” “you know i would drop anything to be with you” “i cant see another guy get what I can’t get yet again”. She also showed me that in early October he wished her a happy birthday. She also told me he also handwrote her a card when they were together.
It was devastating. But I decided to text him “cheater”. He replies right away, denying it. Why would he want to be known as the cheater when he was the victim of cheating?? He comes and sees me, and for some reason I take him back again. He told me he only went back to her because he was “vulnerable” and “upset” that we were fighting, and that they have a trauma bond because both of their dads passed away from cancer but that her family is healthy and his is not. But anyways that night was really nice, he was lovebombing me all over again for the next few days.
But He denied that was cheating. He said me and him weren’t together. Not once did he say “we’re done”. To make me happy he would say he did cheat, but then when it was brought up again he would deny it. He also hated it when I brought this up to the point where he would get mad.
Going into the new year and earlier this year, very up and down. Overall, not doing the bare minimum. No communication again, not prioritizing me, honestly invalidating me… he was just a different person. We fought a lot. I got sick of it one day in March and I ended it, with my friends’ help. I was expecting him to care and try to fight for me back, but he let me go. Accused me of cheating one last time (he saw my location, but I was at my friends house). I sent him proof i was at my friend’s house and he ignored it and just told me it was his dads 10 year death anniversary, then blocked me on absolutely everywhere.
My friend found him on dating apps a few days later. I tried reaching out everywhere through different numbers, I tried texting his friends… no response. Nonstop crying from my end, I loved him so much and I just get discarded like this. Did I mean nothing to him? Did 9 months mean nothing? a month later I drop off his stuff, and our pictures, with a handwritten note pretty much apologizing (I know) and asking him to talk to me at least one more time for closure so I can heal. No response. Last Friday, I find out through a coworker that he has a new girlfriend, as he posted her to his story. It hurt, because that was on the 1 year anniversary of us first talking. I was crying and vomiting from the hurt.
I felt much better the next few days for some reason, probably because at this point I realized he was a narcissist (maybe??) and he’s just lovebombing her right now. But then a few days ago, he searched me up on TikTok???? Keep in mind, he told me tiktok is stupid, he deleted his old account, and he hated it when i watched tiktok because my fyp would be full of “men ain’t shit” tiktok’s lol. Anyways, i view his profile and found the new girlfriend’s. She makes a bunch of tiktok’s and seems the complete opposite of me. I found her insta through it and was so tempted to reach out but my friends stopped me as she probably wouldn’t listen, just like how I didn’t listen when the ex situationship hit me up.
So here I am. His birthday was yesterday, which was also really hard as I spent it with him last year. Our one year is also coming up. I try to distract myself, and let myself feel my feelings. But this is so painful. I don’t know what to do. It hurts he could move on like this and it hurts his friends clearly don’t care & think it’s acceptable.
What do you guys think. I know i deserve better but I can’t let go. Honestly, I would probably take him back if he ever came back to me. Just to take the pain away. I love him. I feel SO alone. No one understands me. My friends all have boyfriends and are busy with them, so I can’t hangout with them.
2023.06.04 00:13 Soft_Cranberry6313 I just convinced myself that my camp knife is better without a tip. Yay or Nay
 | This pic is just for tip reference. I know it’s not a camp knife. I’m trying to parse it out. Ya i know how it’s been done and I’m thinking about something different. What is the tip even used for on a camp knife? With a tip geometry as show in the pic, you can still do the easy stuff like clean fish, etc. (I’m not field dressing a deer when i go camping). But the rounded stout slightly overhanging tip looks GREAT for batoning, simple prying and pretty much won’t ever break.. ever. I’m not gonna be opening packages or stabbing ppl. Is there an objective reason why this isn’t a good idea? submitted by Soft_Cranberry6313 to Bladesmith [link] [comments] |
2023.06.04 00:12 King_of_Mirkwood Ok hear me out, Fell Beings of Mirkwood Seems Strong at 500pts
Ok, so I've been wracking my brains to come up with a viable Fell Beings list ever since the legion was revealed just because I want an excuse to use Razgush, and I think I've actually stumbled on what is a pretty competitive list.
Before we discuss the actual list, the point of this build is to get as much use out of the legion as possible, and I think the only consistently powerful benefit it provides is that you can take the Spider Queen as a hero of valour that can lead a variety of non-spider troops, allowing this to be a spam list. All the other legion benefits are secondary, although of course it makes fighting elves a bit easier.
Anyway, here's the actual list:
Razgush 110 (Leader)
-Orc w/shield and banner 31
-4 orcs w/spears and shields 28
-10 orcs w/shields 60
The Spider Queen 115
-bat swarm 35
-5 orc trackers 25
-3 orcs w/spears 18
-6 warg riders w/throwing spears and shields 78
That gives us 32 models, 17 to break, with 5 honesty bows and 6 might at 500pts. Overall our strategy is to use the bulk of the orcs as our main battleline, led by Razgush, meanwhile the spider queen can go with the warg riders to try to flank the enemy and do as much damage as possible, and the bat swarm allows any of our hard hitting models to threaten heroes.
Thoughts? Does this build seem competitive or just viable?
submitted by King_of_Mirkwood to MiddleEarthMiniatures [link] [comments]
Before we discuss the actual list, the point of this build is to get as much use out of the legion as possible, and I think the only consistently powerful benefit it provides is that you can take the Spider Queen as a hero of valour that can lead a variety of non-spider troops, allowing this to be a spam list. All the other legion benefits are secondary, although of course it makes fighting elves a bit easier.
Anyway, here's the actual list:
Razgush 110 (Leader)
-Orc w/shield and banner 31
-4 orcs w/spears and shields 28
-10 orcs w/shields 60
The Spider Queen 115
-bat swarm 35
-5 orc trackers 25
-3 orcs w/spears 18
-6 warg riders w/throwing spears and shields 78
That gives us 32 models, 17 to break, with 5 honesty bows and 6 might at 500pts. Overall our strategy is to use the bulk of the orcs as our main battleline, led by Razgush, meanwhile the spider queen can go with the warg riders to try to flank the enemy and do as much damage as possible, and the bat swarm allows any of our hard hitting models to threaten heroes.
Thoughts? Does this build seem competitive or just viable?
2023.06.04 00:12 Ok-Original-1460 What should I do?
This is slightly complicated, and I really want a woman's perspective. I am a 24-year-old Caucasian male dating a 24-year-old Indian woman in the United States. We both met at work early 2022. We are now at different companies but are still dating, although we may break up. Her and her parents moved to the United States nearly a decade ago. She graduated college here and currently lives with her parents. She is financially supporting them as the 3 of them live together in an apartment. Our relationship, however, is complicated. We never really go on dates. We typically see each other for 30 minutes after work about 2-3 times per week and maybe once a month she comes over to my apartment for a couple of hours. Her parents do not know that she is dating me either. They do not even know I exist. She is also a shy, but polite woman. I deeply love her, and she is perfect for me in every other way, except for the circumstances above. I wish she would tell her parents. We have ended things a couple times because of the circumstances only for us to get back together. What should I do? Would you recommend I break up with her?
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2023.06.04 00:12 Tessenreacts AITA for not following up with a friend who had a mental break?
Had a falling out with a friend and I ceased contact with her.
As a background, I'm part a of costume community called the 501st where we cosplay as Imperial villains from Star Wars such as stormtroopers and go to various events or help out charities. I also happen to think villains are much better written than heroes.
She used to come by my place to watch new Mandalorian, Last of Us, or Andor episodes, or just come by when she wanted to talk to someone. Then abruptly out of nowhere, my friend ghosted me for a couple weeks, then calls me saying that me liking villains scares her and was worried that I would send demons after her or something.
Of course the issue is that I'm between agnostic and atheist, so I don't believe in demons or the supernatural, so I found the entire accusation to be unbelievably insulting and offensive.
Had a 45 minute conversation with her explaining that I'm agnostic that doesn't believe in the supernatural and that liking movie villains from a story telling perspective has zero insight to a person's character.
Throughout the conversation, she kept saying "I bet this has made you feel upset or angry" like she was deliberately trying to hurt me emotionally. Also kept talking about how she and her family where super religious, and left her state because she thought and I paraphrase "her family was sending demons after her and trying to hurt her".
Then after the conversation, I completely ceased contact with that person completely.
Throughout the conversation, it was evident that she was having some type of mental break, and there where red flags in previous conversations that there where issues.
A mutual friend I shared with her said that after my conversation with her, it was obvious she broke mentally. But I was way to upset and hurt by her accusations and words to care.
AITA for refusing any contact with my friend who had a mental break?
submitted by Tessenreacts to AmItheAsshole [link] [comments]
As a background, I'm part a of costume community called the 501st where we cosplay as Imperial villains from Star Wars such as stormtroopers and go to various events or help out charities. I also happen to think villains are much better written than heroes.
She used to come by my place to watch new Mandalorian, Last of Us, or Andor episodes, or just come by when she wanted to talk to someone. Then abruptly out of nowhere, my friend ghosted me for a couple weeks, then calls me saying that me liking villains scares her and was worried that I would send demons after her or something.
Of course the issue is that I'm between agnostic and atheist, so I don't believe in demons or the supernatural, so I found the entire accusation to be unbelievably insulting and offensive.
Had a 45 minute conversation with her explaining that I'm agnostic that doesn't believe in the supernatural and that liking movie villains from a story telling perspective has zero insight to a person's character.
Throughout the conversation, she kept saying "I bet this has made you feel upset or angry" like she was deliberately trying to hurt me emotionally. Also kept talking about how she and her family where super religious, and left her state because she thought and I paraphrase "her family was sending demons after her and trying to hurt her".
Then after the conversation, I completely ceased contact with that person completely.
Throughout the conversation, it was evident that she was having some type of mental break, and there where red flags in previous conversations that there where issues.
A mutual friend I shared with her said that after my conversation with her, it was obvious she broke mentally. But I was way to upset and hurt by her accusations and words to care.
AITA for refusing any contact with my friend who had a mental break?
2023.06.04 00:11 Sun-praising The human gatekeeper
Preliminary report Experiment TMP-83-3441: Lead scientist: Galahanz (Species: Colgator) Further personnel: Zahahan (Species: Colgator), Scientific Assistant
As with all projects of the TMP-83 series, we studied a species of sapients with the post-mortem visual enhancer. As protocol we used a flying drone with concealment technology for the collection of data in their habitat, technical details are declared in appendix 1.
For context - this allows us to observe what we've called gatekeepers of that species. Those are the guides that bring them to the afterlife. From sentient winds to rabid beasts, they can be anything, but usually take form as a deceased member of that species, most often only the skeletal or chitinous structure of them. Their behavior depends on the species and may include a forceful shove, a fight, debates or bribery, but is a consistent ritual for each species with little deviation for individuals.
The race in question are the humans, native to the (sol system) in the (milky way galaxy).
As such descriptions have been made in their history, culture and art, we expected to see the standard skeletal structure, which in their culture had a black robe and a primitive cutting tool, which was the most likely candidate for a gatekeeper. Opposed to any other species, we did see multiple candidates for a gatekeeper among their medias which all fulfilled the role of a gatekeeper. Other examinations never involved depictions of gatekeepers than exist for them, yet those gatekeepers seemed to contradict each other.
As in all 440 examinations before, we entered a medical facility as those have the highest chance of deceased subjects after arenas, which are illegal under human law as is common for most species.
The first subject to meet our criteria, identified as TMP-83-3441-B or 441-B, was a male of 46 of their years. He fell on a spikes fence as part of an accident in their mobility system and was delivered to the facility with no less than 6 holes in his abdomen. Nonetheless, he was alive for more than (40 minutes) after the accident.
His passing caused the first opportunity to observe the humans gatekeeper, henceforth identified as TMP-83-3441-A which is shortened to 441-A. 441-A shows itself against expectations as a seemingly healthy yet very old human man with a long, white (beard) and gray archaic clothing.
It starts the ritual of the gate by drawing a time telling device from inside the clothes, which is not unusual for a gatekeeper to have. He then informs the (soul) of the deceased, which separated from its body, that "his time is up". To which 441-B replied with an "Awww." Note: this may require further context to interpret.
441-B furthermore inquires if exceptions can be made, to which 441-A relays "Do I look like charity to you? Besides, 46 ain't that bad and you've done a great deal in your life." Seemingly unsure yet at least willing to continue, 441-A guides him with a hand on his back to the gate. Like all gates observed before, we cannot ascertain what's behind it and the ritual has been concluded.
The second and last subject is 441-C and an old female that has too many issues to categorize her death as anything other than old age. She was sleeping before the gatekeeper approached her with the time telling device already drawn. This time in a form similar to the first, yet female. 441-Cs soul was able to answer 441-A without waking up with her body. Their conversation goes as follows:
Gatekeeper: “Your time is up”. 441-C: “Finally, what took you so long.” Gatekeeper: “live” 441-C: “I guess that's fair. But can I get a minute or two to say goodbye to my son?” Gatekeeper: “I guess I can wait for 3 minutes.”
The vital signs for 441-C continue to worsen, yet she wakes up. She looks around her for a few seconds, seemingly dazed, until she grasps to her personal device and starts speaking. Much to our surprise the gatekeeper turned around to face us, or rather our drone.
It explicitly condemned our behavior of “spying on a dying grandma” and then proceeded to smack our drone. This resulted in a severe malfunction with the power system, rendering the drone completely inoperable. After this exchange, we realized that in the last 3 seconds 441-A had established themselves as the most anomalous gatekeeper observed by far, as it had broken the following 3 “rules” previously thought valid: Gatekeepers cannot interact with our world. Gatekeepers cannot influence death, only collect souls. And lastly, gatekeepers have no agency of their own, beyond executing their ritual.
This leads me to the following recommendations: While we could use more knowledge about their gatekeeper, I strongly advise against collecting it or contacting the humans. Despite their high constitution and resistance, they would not be worth the risks of integration. A first contact war may be likely, depending on who contacts them. Their moral values place too much importance on the individual or principles which would only harm the scientific efforts, which are much more significant for the Colgator Commonwealth Alliance.
While a first contact war is nothing new, the collected information shows that their gatekeeper itself not only can affect the material world, but also delay the death of any of his species. We may well have to fight a species that will not die, if their gatekeeper so desires. I would hesitate (if only for a single breath) before wishing our enemies such a war, and seek to avoid it with us at all costs.
Thanks for checking out this story, I only sporadically post anything and this is a "late night creation", so please inform me about any mistakes so I can fix them in the morning.
To anyone foolish enough to subscribe to my content here: I still have ideas but cannot bring myself to take the time to write them down. That might get better soon, might not.
submitted by Sun-praising to HFY [link] [comments]
As with all projects of the TMP-83 series, we studied a species of sapients with the post-mortem visual enhancer. As protocol we used a flying drone with concealment technology for the collection of data in their habitat, technical details are declared in appendix 1.
For context - this allows us to observe what we've called gatekeepers of that species. Those are the guides that bring them to the afterlife. From sentient winds to rabid beasts, they can be anything, but usually take form as a deceased member of that species, most often only the skeletal or chitinous structure of them. Their behavior depends on the species and may include a forceful shove, a fight, debates or bribery, but is a consistent ritual for each species with little deviation for individuals.
The race in question are the humans, native to the (sol system) in the (milky way galaxy).
As such descriptions have been made in their history, culture and art, we expected to see the standard skeletal structure, which in their culture had a black robe and a primitive cutting tool, which was the most likely candidate for a gatekeeper. Opposed to any other species, we did see multiple candidates for a gatekeeper among their medias which all fulfilled the role of a gatekeeper. Other examinations never involved depictions of gatekeepers than exist for them, yet those gatekeepers seemed to contradict each other.
As in all 440 examinations before, we entered a medical facility as those have the highest chance of deceased subjects after arenas, which are illegal under human law as is common for most species.
The first subject to meet our criteria, identified as TMP-83-3441-B or 441-B, was a male of 46 of their years. He fell on a spikes fence as part of an accident in their mobility system and was delivered to the facility with no less than 6 holes in his abdomen. Nonetheless, he was alive for more than (40 minutes) after the accident.
His passing caused the first opportunity to observe the humans gatekeeper, henceforth identified as TMP-83-3441-A which is shortened to 441-A. 441-A shows itself against expectations as a seemingly healthy yet very old human man with a long, white (beard) and gray archaic clothing.
It starts the ritual of the gate by drawing a time telling device from inside the clothes, which is not unusual for a gatekeeper to have. He then informs the (soul) of the deceased, which separated from its body, that "his time is up". To which 441-B replied with an "Awww." Note: this may require further context to interpret.
441-B furthermore inquires if exceptions can be made, to which 441-A relays "Do I look like charity to you? Besides, 46 ain't that bad and you've done a great deal in your life." Seemingly unsure yet at least willing to continue, 441-A guides him with a hand on his back to the gate. Like all gates observed before, we cannot ascertain what's behind it and the ritual has been concluded.
The second and last subject is 441-C and an old female that has too many issues to categorize her death as anything other than old age. She was sleeping before the gatekeeper approached her with the time telling device already drawn. This time in a form similar to the first, yet female. 441-Cs soul was able to answer 441-A without waking up with her body. Their conversation goes as follows:
Gatekeeper: “Your time is up”. 441-C: “Finally, what took you so long.” Gatekeeper: “live” 441-C: “I guess that's fair. But can I get a minute or two to say goodbye to my son?” Gatekeeper: “I guess I can wait for 3 minutes.”
The vital signs for 441-C continue to worsen, yet she wakes up. She looks around her for a few seconds, seemingly dazed, until she grasps to her personal device and starts speaking. Much to our surprise the gatekeeper turned around to face us, or rather our drone.
It explicitly condemned our behavior of “spying on a dying grandma” and then proceeded to smack our drone. This resulted in a severe malfunction with the power system, rendering the drone completely inoperable. After this exchange, we realized that in the last 3 seconds 441-A had established themselves as the most anomalous gatekeeper observed by far, as it had broken the following 3 “rules” previously thought valid: Gatekeepers cannot interact with our world. Gatekeepers cannot influence death, only collect souls. And lastly, gatekeepers have no agency of their own, beyond executing their ritual.
This leads me to the following recommendations: While we could use more knowledge about their gatekeeper, I strongly advise against collecting it or contacting the humans. Despite their high constitution and resistance, they would not be worth the risks of integration. A first contact war may be likely, depending on who contacts them. Their moral values place too much importance on the individual or principles which would only harm the scientific efforts, which are much more significant for the Colgator Commonwealth Alliance.
While a first contact war is nothing new, the collected information shows that their gatekeeper itself not only can affect the material world, but also delay the death of any of his species. We may well have to fight a species that will not die, if their gatekeeper so desires. I would hesitate (if only for a single breath) before wishing our enemies such a war, and seek to avoid it with us at all costs.
To anyone foolish enough to subscribe to my content here: I still have ideas but cannot bring myself to take the time to write them down. That might get better soon, might not.
2023.06.04 00:11 Aesthetic_FuckerOwO {PICK A POV} [Horror Edition] (ft. Equalia Falls Mental Institute OCs)
TW: BODY HORROR, DISTURBING IMAGERY, BLOOD, GORE, CANNIBALISM, MURDER
Take this piece of shit while I work on a different type of Pick A POV lmao
OC 1 (Zekiel)
OC 2 (Lizzy)
OC 3 (Elixer)
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{POV 1}
OC Used: Elixer
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[8:09 AM]
[??/??/????]
[Equalia Falls Mental Institute]
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You were born with the ability to see and hear things that are otherwise invisible to the naked eye. However, when you told others about it, they saw you as crazy and insane.
It eventually got to a point where you were eventually shipped off to a mental institute, and you've been there since then.
Though for some reason, you've always felt something...off...about your new home...
For instance; Once you made a new friend a few days after your arrival, only for them to go missing a few days later...
Not only that, you've also been noticing several other patients would often be found on the halls covered in blood...
You tried not to think of it too much but it still irked you a lot.
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{PRESENT TIME}
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Recently, a new patient had arrived at the Institute a few days ago. His name was Elixer and he originally was a homeless orphan before a police officer caught him almost trying to kill someone...
Despite his origins, he genuinely seemed like a chill person!
Right now, you and the other patients are all hanging out at the Playground and you're happily swinging on the tire swing.
That is...until you're suddenly interrupted...
"NO!!! STOP IT!!! I WON'T JOIN YOU!!!" It was Elixer...
You looked over at him and you're terrified to see a female demon standing behind Elixer as many black tentacles swarm around him, all while Elixer is on his knees crying and covering his ears as the female Demon smiles at the sight, seemingly enjoying seeing him suffer.
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{POV 2}
OC Used: Lizzy
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[20:00 AM]
[??/??/????]
[Equalia Falls Mental Institute]
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You're a demon. You're mainly known for having caused the suffering of many, many innocent souls with no remorse whatsoever.
You've gone through many human hosts, all of them ending up not satisfying your expectations. And in the end you grew bored of your main tasks.
One day, you were walking around your void that you resided in when you heard a shrill noise in the distance.
Crying...Was that...what you thought it was?
You walked around, trying to find the source of the noise, before eventually you came up to what looked to be a small white bean. Upon closer inspection, you came to realize it was a small baby girl wrapped in a white blanket.
For some reason, you found yourself bending down and picking up the small girl into your arms, cradling her gently to stop her crying. Your actions proved successful as she soon quieted down and looked up at you with soft and small eyes the color of coal.
You couldn't help it; You smiled, feeling rather content with the small child's presence.
You slowly and carefully removed the blanket she was bundled in, casting it aside and replacing it with a beautiful Ivory faux fur coat, a small gift from you.
You chuckled as the baby giggled happily and reached out to you while cooing.
You never wanted this moment to end...
~~~
{PRESENT TIME}
~~~
You stood over your daughter, who you learned over the years was named Lizzy, as she trembled in fear upon seeing you, hastily backing into a corner of her dorm room. Your heart ached seeing her like this, but then again, you knew she would soon grow to tolerate you and accept you as her (mothefather).
Over the years, you managed to attach yourself onto Lizzy's soul as to keep a better eye on your beloved daughter. Unfortunately, this resulted in her going crazy and being sent off to a Mental Institution..
You swore to yourself that you would help her out of that disgusting place...unfortunately, she didn't seem to remember you and was always terrified when she saw you...
You held your arms, offering a hug as you took another step towards her.
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{POV 3}
OC Used: Zekiel ~~~~
[20:33 AM]
[??/??/????]
[Equalia Falls Mental Institute]
~~~~~
It's been almost a year since you and your friend, Zekiel, were transferred from Voidkin Asylum to Equalia Falls Mental Institute. And though it took awhile, you both eventually got used to your new surroundings.
At first Zekiel was scared. Seeing an environment where he was possibly vulnerable for HIM was a challenge for him to get used to. But after seeing the crucifixes in the dorms and locks on the doors as well as the nurses giving him a rosary to wear, he calmed down.
As for you, at first your were severely clingy towards Zekiel for a fear that if you didn't stay near him constantly, something would bad would happen to him...
...or worse...
But soon you grew more calmer the more nights you both encountered and survived together
~~~~
{PRESENT TIME}
~~~~
One night, you and Zekiel are peacefully sleeping in the dormitory you had chosen for the night. When you suddenly wake up to a roaring noise far different than what you're used to hearing.
You slowly open your eyes and your eyes widen when you see a seeming 9'2 tall demon standing over you while a shadowy humanoid figure stood in front of Zekiel's bed. Despite the humanoid having no face, you could tell it was glaring at the demon that towered over you.
Speaking of the demon, a sinister smile crept onto its face upon seeing you awake and you heard the shadow human emit a low growl...
What does it want with you?
Does it plan to do something horrible?
Most likely...
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Rules+Things to Keep in mind:
submitted by Aesthetic_FuckerOwO to GachaClubPOV [link] [comments]
Take this piece of shit while I work on a different type of Pick A POV lmao
OC 1 (Zekiel)
OC 2 (Lizzy)
OC 3 (Elixer)
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{POV 1}
OC Used: Elixer
~~~~
[8:09 AM]
[??/??/????]
[Equalia Falls Mental Institute]
~~~~~~~~~~~
You were born with the ability to see and hear things that are otherwise invisible to the naked eye. However, when you told others about it, they saw you as crazy and insane.
It eventually got to a point where you were eventually shipped off to a mental institute, and you've been there since then.
Though for some reason, you've always felt something...off...about your new home...
For instance; Once you made a new friend a few days after your arrival, only for them to go missing a few days later...
Not only that, you've also been noticing several other patients would often be found on the halls covered in blood...
You tried not to think of it too much but it still irked you a lot.
~~~
{PRESENT TIME}
~~~
Recently, a new patient had arrived at the Institute a few days ago. His name was Elixer and he originally was a homeless orphan before a police officer caught him almost trying to kill someone...
Despite his origins, he genuinely seemed like a chill person!
Right now, you and the other patients are all hanging out at the Playground and you're happily swinging on the tire swing.
That is...until you're suddenly interrupted...
"NO!!! STOP IT!!! I WON'T JOIN YOU!!!" It was Elixer...
You looked over at him and you're terrified to see a female demon standing behind Elixer as many black tentacles swarm around him, all while Elixer is on his knees crying and covering his ears as the female Demon smiles at the sight, seemingly enjoying seeing him suffer.
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{POV 2}
OC Used: Lizzy
~~~~
[20:00 AM]
[??/??/????]
[Equalia Falls Mental Institute]
~~~~
You're a demon. You're mainly known for having caused the suffering of many, many innocent souls with no remorse whatsoever.
You've gone through many human hosts, all of them ending up not satisfying your expectations. And in the end you grew bored of your main tasks.
One day, you were walking around your void that you resided in when you heard a shrill noise in the distance.
Crying...Was that...what you thought it was?
You walked around, trying to find the source of the noise, before eventually you came up to what looked to be a small white bean. Upon closer inspection, you came to realize it was a small baby girl wrapped in a white blanket.
For some reason, you found yourself bending down and picking up the small girl into your arms, cradling her gently to stop her crying. Your actions proved successful as she soon quieted down and looked up at you with soft and small eyes the color of coal.
You couldn't help it; You smiled, feeling rather content with the small child's presence.
You slowly and carefully removed the blanket she was bundled in, casting it aside and replacing it with a beautiful Ivory faux fur coat, a small gift from you.
You chuckled as the baby giggled happily and reached out to you while cooing.
You never wanted this moment to end...
~~~
{PRESENT TIME}
~~~
You stood over your daughter, who you learned over the years was named Lizzy, as she trembled in fear upon seeing you, hastily backing into a corner of her dorm room. Your heart ached seeing her like this, but then again, you knew she would soon grow to tolerate you and accept you as her (mothefather).
Over the years, you managed to attach yourself onto Lizzy's soul as to keep a better eye on your beloved daughter. Unfortunately, this resulted in her going crazy and being sent off to a Mental Institution..
You swore to yourself that you would help her out of that disgusting place...unfortunately, she didn't seem to remember you and was always terrified when she saw you...
You held your arms, offering a hug as you took another step towards her.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
{POV 3}
OC Used: Zekiel ~~~~
[20:33 AM]
[??/??/????]
[Equalia Falls Mental Institute]
~~~~~
It's been almost a year since you and your friend, Zekiel, were transferred from Voidkin Asylum to Equalia Falls Mental Institute. And though it took awhile, you both eventually got used to your new surroundings.
At first Zekiel was scared. Seeing an environment where he was possibly vulnerable for HIM was a challenge for him to get used to. But after seeing the crucifixes in the dorms and locks on the doors as well as the nurses giving him a rosary to wear, he calmed down.
As for you, at first your were severely clingy towards Zekiel for a fear that if you didn't stay near him constantly, something would bad would happen to him...
...or worse...
But soon you grew more calmer the more nights you both encountered and survived together
~~~~
{PRESENT TIME}
~~~~
One night, you and Zekiel are peacefully sleeping in the dormitory you had chosen for the night. When you suddenly wake up to a roaring noise far different than what you're used to hearing.
You slowly open your eyes and your eyes widen when you see a seeming 9'2 tall demon standing over you while a shadowy humanoid figure stood in front of Zekiel's bed. Despite the humanoid having no face, you could tell it was glaring at the demon that towered over you.
Speaking of the demon, a sinister smile crept onto its face upon seeing you awake and you heard the shadow human emit a low growl...
What does it want with you?
Does it plan to do something horrible?
Most likely...
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Rules+Things to Keep in mind:
- As usual, Inhuman OCs are fine but powers are forbidden
- Take this seriously, any jokes about this will get you ignored
- Feel free to play as your Roblox Avatar if you wish :)
- You do NOT need to know about Equalia Falls Mental Institute or play Roblox to participate. Anyone is welcome whether or not they know
- For POV 2; YOUR OC MUST BE A DEMON!!! NO EXCEPTIONS!!
- OP/MARY-SUES/IDC/IDGAF = AUTO IGNORED!!
- INSTA-FIX/INSTA-KILL/INSTA-SOLUTION = AUTO IGNORED!!
- No Romance, Only Platonic Relationships with the Trio. No exceptions
- This isn't scripted. I WILL be late to reply
2023.06.04 00:10 5inchygk You didn't pay $30 for early access.
The battle pass with skip Tier is vauled at $25USD.
We got skins for 3 different games, a mount and than up to 4 days early access not guaranteed to be 4 days.
You can only prepared so much for launch. Next weekend will be worse. Most people play on the weekend, so this was expected. I'd they get it up in 6 hours I think they did really well.
Us playing early makes us the lab rats before launch.
I'm sure next weekend it'll be down to when everyone is get on. I'm sure they are going to break sells records.
submitted by 5inchygk to diablo4 [link] [comments]
We got skins for 3 different games, a mount and than up to 4 days early access not guaranteed to be 4 days.
You can only prepared so much for launch. Next weekend will be worse. Most people play on the weekend, so this was expected. I'd they get it up in 6 hours I think they did really well.
Us playing early makes us the lab rats before launch.
I'm sure next weekend it'll be down to when everyone is get on. I'm sure they are going to break sells records.
2023.06.04 00:10 Zakaria1938 [ToTK] idk how to feel about totk
I love botw And i think totk is worth full price
But i also think there is a fair point to be made that this almost feels like a big expansion.
My fav part of botw was the exploration, and seeing as how totk uses the same map is causes my brain to not feel as motivated to explore (i know stuff is different but not that much im my opinion and new enemy camps dont matter that much in my opinion as those are really use to fill your world with)
So i was hoping for more innovation in exploration and combat and i kinda got that with fuse and godhand (but in a completly different direction)
Problem is i am not the create your own fun kinda gamer, sure i like building stuff but then give me a creative mode to mess around with. When i have to collect all resourches myself to even try building something and if it then didnt work out or despawn because i entered a cave and wasting those resourches and time, i hate that.
And i dont care much for fuse, it is a fun idea but i feel like nintendo expects us to fuse everything we get (seeing as how durability is lower here then botw). The problem with this is i hate pauzing my menu everytime, it really breaks the flow of combat to search through all your stuff. I hate fusing arrows all the time instead of just having flame or bomb arrows again.
Just let me fuse stuff in stacks or in the inventory, why do i always have to drop my stuff before fusing.
In general the controls are not that great and i hate nintendo for not even giving the option to change it.
Combat feels the same other then fuse i would have hoped for a bit more here (maybe more weapon types or link being able to do any new kinda move maybe)
And exploration is kinda weird in this game for me. The underground reminds me of ps3 open word games, just a big wasteland of nothing and enemies.... Pretty boring once you realise that.
And the sky islands sadly peak in the beginning of the game with the first big sky island, to bad there arent any other big interconnected sky island like that. The other sky islands are too small and to separate.
And this game makes going around the map a breeze, because of all the flying ( i love the flying it is my fav part) but i feel like it totally reuned exploration for me.
I feel like i am flying over everything now, so kinda skipping exploring.
So while the did expand on exploring by giving you tools to traverse hyrule better, i feel like flying actually makes exploration more boring and building veichles to traverse by land feels like a waste of time.
(I know i can just not fly but i have never been that kind of gamer to create artifical barriers for myself)
I still like the game but i am wondering what they did all these 6 years, because the map is kinda the same, most enemies and loot is the same.
The tools and new quest and shines are new and great ofcourse but 6 years for that?
I like totk but i think because i played botw i am not enjoying this game as much seeing as the reason why i liked botw (exploring) is not a main focus here. This would have been a 10/10 for me if instead of hyrule we went to a differen map (lets be honest you could have set this in a different place as nobody is really mentioning botw anyway).
Oh i find it extremely lazy that the formula is the same as botw (4 sages instead of beast)
Also quick question why does nintendo get a pass on reusing the same map? Like people compare this to the horizon or god of war sequals because the reuse stuff, but both those games gave you completly new maps at least.
submitted by Zakaria1938 to zelda [link] [comments]
But i also think there is a fair point to be made that this almost feels like a big expansion.
My fav part of botw was the exploration, and seeing as how totk uses the same map is causes my brain to not feel as motivated to explore (i know stuff is different but not that much im my opinion and new enemy camps dont matter that much in my opinion as those are really use to fill your world with)
So i was hoping for more innovation in exploration and combat and i kinda got that with fuse and godhand (but in a completly different direction)
Problem is i am not the create your own fun kinda gamer, sure i like building stuff but then give me a creative mode to mess around with. When i have to collect all resourches myself to even try building something and if it then didnt work out or despawn because i entered a cave and wasting those resourches and time, i hate that.
And i dont care much for fuse, it is a fun idea but i feel like nintendo expects us to fuse everything we get (seeing as how durability is lower here then botw). The problem with this is i hate pauzing my menu everytime, it really breaks the flow of combat to search through all your stuff. I hate fusing arrows all the time instead of just having flame or bomb arrows again.
Just let me fuse stuff in stacks or in the inventory, why do i always have to drop my stuff before fusing.
In general the controls are not that great and i hate nintendo for not even giving the option to change it.
Combat feels the same other then fuse i would have hoped for a bit more here (maybe more weapon types or link being able to do any new kinda move maybe)
And exploration is kinda weird in this game for me. The underground reminds me of ps3 open word games, just a big wasteland of nothing and enemies.... Pretty boring once you realise that.
And the sky islands sadly peak in the beginning of the game with the first big sky island, to bad there arent any other big interconnected sky island like that. The other sky islands are too small and to separate.
And this game makes going around the map a breeze, because of all the flying ( i love the flying it is my fav part) but i feel like it totally reuned exploration for me.
I feel like i am flying over everything now, so kinda skipping exploring.
So while the did expand on exploring by giving you tools to traverse hyrule better, i feel like flying actually makes exploration more boring and building veichles to traverse by land feels like a waste of time.
(I know i can just not fly but i have never been that kind of gamer to create artifical barriers for myself)
I still like the game but i am wondering what they did all these 6 years, because the map is kinda the same, most enemies and loot is the same.
The tools and new quest and shines are new and great ofcourse but 6 years for that?
I like totk but i think because i played botw i am not enjoying this game as much seeing as the reason why i liked botw (exploring) is not a main focus here. This would have been a 10/10 for me if instead of hyrule we went to a differen map (lets be honest you could have set this in a different place as nobody is really mentioning botw anyway).
Oh i find it extremely lazy that the formula is the same as botw (4 sages instead of beast)
Also quick question why does nintendo get a pass on reusing the same map? Like people compare this to the horizon or god of war sequals because the reuse stuff, but both those games gave you completly new maps at least.