Quería recomendaciones para bares que si vas solo puedes hablar con gente. Me molesta a veces que aparte de los viejos (que son un encanto pero me gusta también hablar con gente de mi edad) la mayoría va a los bares en grupo así que es difícil entrar solo y empezar conversaciones en la mayoría. Un plus si está cerca de la latina
Gracias!

Contexto: Mi hermana, que es una Karen en varios aspectos, va a tener su debut como bailarina profesional (danza contemporánea y oriental) a fin de año, para ello necesita varios vestidos ya que va a tener una presentación completa para ella sola. Como seria algo caro decidió ir con un modisto que conoce que vive en otra ciudad a 1 hora de distancia, nos pregunto a mi madre y a mi si la acompañaríamos para las pruebas, mi mamá dijo que no ya que tenia cita con su fisioterapeuta, pero yo dije que si, ya que no es mucho trayecto y además solo le tomarían las medidas, por lo que a lo mucho seria una salida de 3 a 4 horas, así que podría seguir preparándome para mi defensa de tesis que es en 15 días y además avanzar con un trabajo a tiempo parcial desde casa que conseguí hace poco.
El problema: Ayer recogí a mi hermana de su trabajo, tarde, muy tarde, ya que se había quedado haciendo horas extra para poder tener el fin de semana más tranquilo. Me pregunto si podíamos pasar al centro comercial que iba a cerrar en 30 minutos, ya que quiere comprarse un celular nuevo (el suyo, un iPhone usado que compro hace 5 meses se le cayo por las escaleras y se destrozo) le dije que mejor mañana regresando de su viaje al modisto, uno porque estaba cansada y dos porque cerca del centro comercial había un concierto y las calles estaban atiborradas por lo que seguramente no llegaríamos antes de que cerraran.
Ella se enfado y me llamo floja, le dije que no hacia diferencia entre comprarlo ahora o mañana ya que de todos modos solo serian unas 3 o 4 horas en la mañana que nos tomaría visitar al modisto y luego volver para comprarles teléfono, incluso le propuse que le invitaría su sushi favorito en el centro comercial para almorzar. Se puso a discutir conmigo y en eso menciono que no nos daría tiempo para comprar su celular ya que el viaje seria de 8 horas. Le pregunte que quería decir con eso y me dijo que había planeado que después de que le tomaran sus medidas fuéramos a la siguiente ciudad, a otras 2 horas de distancia para que ella pudiera comprarse unos zapatos en una tienda que le gusta.
Le dije que ese no era el acuerdo y que tenia cosas que hacer, me respondió que ella lo necesitaba y que de todas maneras mi "trabajo" puede esperar ya que un trabajo desde casa no cuenta como trabajo de verdad. Así que le dije que su busque a alguien más que la lleve. Consiguió convencer a una de nuestras primas para que la acompañe a cambio de que también le compre un par de zapatos a ella y la invite a comer, aunque no ha dejado de mirarme mal y se que intentara cobrarse el par de zapatos de la prima y la comida, ya que ahora no le alcanza para comprarse su nuevo celular, mis padres me han dicho que no debo pagarle nada porque ella fue la que hizo planes extra sin consultarme y que debe aprender a no disponer del tiempo ajeno.
entonces ¿soy la mala?

Alguien sabe de algún lugar cerca de Metro San Salvador o alrededores donde alquilen cuartos o si alguien alquila uno súper barato? Soy un chico de 21 años y en mi trabajo (que es de horario nocturno) gano muy poco y lo único que necesito es un lugar para dormir durante el día y poder usar el baño, agradezco de antemano sus comentarios y si tienen info pueden poner sus contactos como ig o WhatsApp. Un abrazo a todos ♥️

Welcome back to the legacy of TWICE! This is a series which highlights the iconic girl-group's journey (music, achievements, sales, charting etc.) over the years. I have also included some of my own thoughts on their music and career in these posts and would love to hear any thoughts you guys have as well!
The previous parts of this series that I posted in twice can be found here: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6

2021

TWICE started the beginning of the year 2021 by greeting us with a spellbinding performance of Depend on You, as part of Time 100 Talks series held by Time magazine.
They would then hold their 2nd online concert "Twice in Wonderland" on March 6^th. It is here that they announced the release of the song, which would go on to make ONCE everywhere lose control of their heart and soul.
Kura Kura - Released on May 12th, 2021

Kura Kura	Strawberry Moon

Recommendations and Thoughts

• Kura Kura - It's MV is one of the most visually stunning things I have seen in K-pop. There are many moments in the video where you can pause and it would feel like you are looking at a photo displayed in an exhibition. The song itself is a beautifully sung track, full of energy, that you can loop forever!
• Strawberry Moon - There is a theory that I have made up in my mind, which I call the "TWICE Treasure Hunt". This theory states that whenever TWICE creates a truly amazing Japanese song, they will bury it under single album releases, so that the only people to find it would be the most avid fans. I believe Strawberry Moon was one of the songs picked for the TWICE treasure hunt (amongst others like Scorpion, Catch a Wave etc.). This song is the definition of catchy! There is this perfect way in which the song flows, the way in which it transitions from the voice of one member to the other, that makes the song just perfect! Nayeon's first line in the pre-chorus especially stands out to me (Ano shunkan de toki wo tometeta), due to how beautiful it sounds.

​
Soon after this, JYP Entertainment announced the group's upcoming mini-album, slated to be released in June 2021. Before the release, TWICE appeared on the Kelly Clarkson Show and gave a powerful performance for their 2020 hit Cry for Me.
June arrived, meaning it was now time for TWICE to take over summer, and for us to go ...... Alcohol-Free?!
Taste of Love - Released on June 11^th, 2021

Alcohol-Free	First Time	Scandal
Conversation	Baby Blue Love	SOS

Lyrics contribution: Dahyun - Scandal, SOS ; Jihyo - First Time; Sana - Conversation; Nayeon - Baby Blue Love
Charting and Sales
The album would earn them their them their 1st top 10 charting in the Billboard 200, debuting at #6. With this, Twice became the first female Korean act to chart an EP within the top 10 of the Billboard 200, and just the second female Korean act to have a top 10 album in the chart.
The album recorded a total of 530,000 pre-order sales, debuted on the weekly Gaon Album Chart at #2 and claimed the #1 spot on both Billboard World Albums and Top Album Sales charts.
The lead single Alcohol-Free attained peaks of #6 on the Gaon Digital Chart and #7 on the K-pop Hot 100 Chart.
Recommendations and Thoughts

• Alcohol-Free - Aah yes, our generation's summer anthem! This song has a uncanny effect of making me feel bright and happy, anytime I listen to it. It literally embodies the spirit of the summer season in its lyrics, in its instrumentals, in its music video, and in everything else. Alcohol-Free is appropriately shot at Korea's favorite holiday destination Jeju Island. The MV features the members bathed in sunlight, surrounded by bright summery colors and an assortment of gorgeous looking drinks! This, coupled with the song's bossa-nova sounds make it such a joyful and refreshing experience to watch!

Wishing everyone listening to this song a very happy summer, full of mimosas and pina-coladas :P

• Scandal - A literal masterpiece with one of the best pre-choruses in K-pop! That's how I can describe this song. It has a sort of relaxed but also slightly sultry feel to it and when the pre-chorus hits, it just puts you in a trance! The way it builds and the way it ends is all soo perfect, and I hope people unfamiliar with the song would give it a listen. It's brilliant!
• SOS - A very catchy and vibey B-side. Worth a listen!

​
The group would keep their momentum going (typical TWICE!), and in the very next month would release their 3rd Japanese studio album titled:
Perfect World - Released on July 28^th, 2021

Perfect World	Better	Good at Love
Fanfare	Kura Kura	Four-leaf Clover
In the Summer	Pieces of Love	Thank You, Family
Promise

Charting and Sales
The album debuted at #2 on the Oricon Album Chart and #1 on the Billboard Japan Hot Albums Chart.
Recommendations and Thoughts

• Perfect World - Now this one is a powerful and hard hitting song!! There are no soft portions or slow elements, the song just goes "BAM! Here you go!!" . True to the theme, the members also deliver the performance for this song with an unparalleled level of swagger and attitude! My reaction when I first heard Perfect World is actually perfectly displayed in the MV itself, where people are freaking out and losing their mind, as they watch TWICE performs on a burning stage.
• Thank You, Family & Promise - If you are amongst the small minority of K-pop fans who like soft, vocal-focused songs and ballads, then these are the songs for you. These songs feel very soothing and calming to me, and help me just appreciate the members' beautiful vocals. These songs don't try to incorporate too many elements that compete for your attention, they just keep it nice and simple and help you appreciate what is presented to you.

​
With the schedule for Perfect World wrapped up, it was now time for TWICE to establish themselves as a global powerhouse and solidify their footprint in the west. And how would they go about doing it? Well, the answer to that could be found in a prom invitation titled:
The Feels - released on October 1^st, 2021
Charting and Sales
The Feels would become TWICE's first song to chart on the Billiboard Hot 100, debuting at #83. It would also feature on the UK Singles Chart, peaking at #80, on the Billboard Global 200 at #12, on the Canadian Hot 100 at #56 and on #3 on both the Billboard Japan Hot 100 and Oricon's Combined Singles Chart.
It accumulated 50.9 million global streams and 8,800 global downloads in its very first week. In the United States alone, the song garnered 4.7 million streams, 208,000 radio impressions, and 10,400 digital sales in its first week.
Thoughts
This is a true TWICE song! If I had never listened to it before and someone gave me 4 guesses about the artist, I would guess TWICE all 4 times. This song has every element that had made me fall in love with their music for the first time. It is energetic, upbeat and happy, it's MV is bright and poppy, it has a memorable choreography and it has those very short rap verses that always add a little more fun to the song.
There is nothing more I could say, The Feels is as true to the TWICE theme as one can get and I love TWICE, hence I love this song!
​
The group would then begin preparations of their next release:- for an album which would become one of their most successful, critically acclaimed and widely loved works (and which would start a chain of countless restocking demands from fans :P). I'm of course talking about their 3rd Korean studio album, titled:-
Formula of Love: O+T=＜3 - released on November 12th, 2021

Scientist	Moonlight	Icon
Cruel	Real You	F.I.L.A. (Fall in Love Again)
Last Waltz	Espresso	Rewind
Cactus	Push & Pull (Jihyo, Sana, Dahyun)	Hello (Nayeon, Momo, Chaeyoung)
1, 3, 2 (Jeongyeon, Mina, Tzuyu)	Candy	The Feels

Lyrics contribution: Dahyun - Cruel ; Jihyo - Real You, Cactus; Nayeon - Fall in Love Again
Charting and Sales
FOL was a massive success, garnering a surplus of 700,000 pre-order sales, making it TWICE's highest selling album till then. The album charted at #3 on the Billboard 200, marking a new peak for the group and it also continued its charting for 8 consecutive weeks on the Billboard 200.
It also debuted at #1 on South Korea's Gaon Album Chart, making it Twice's tenth number-one album on the chart. In Japan, it peaked at #17 on Billboard Japan's Hot Albums chart and at #2 on Oricon's Albums Chart. It also peaked at #1 on the Billboard World Album chart and #2 on Billboard Top Album Sales chart.
In Europe, the album appeared on Belgium's Ultratop Flanders and Wallonia 200 Albums, Finland's Top 50 Albums, Lithuania's Top 100 Albums, the Netherlands' Album Top 100, and the UK's Album Downloads Chart.
Recommendations and Thoughts

• Scientist - It's just a very fun and quirky song! I know the community opinion may not be in its favor, but to me, its still very enjoyable!
• Icon - This is their most badass song till date!! The lyrics are unapologetic, hard-hitting and frankly brilliant! This, coupled with the amazing synth music and the insane drop - "I ain't going nowhere, I'm an icon; When all them other nobodies are long gone", makes this song truly iconic!! Mina herself said that the song is about expressing the iconic side of you without hesitation and it honestly can't be described any better. Icon is definitely one of my favorite B-Sides of all time.
• Last Waltz - I don't know what it is about Latin music inspired K-pop songs that make me love them so much, I just know that I do! "Mm-mm-mm-mm (My la-a-ast); Mm-mm-mm-mm (My la-a-ast); Meomchuji malgo just let it flo-o-ow" and the bridge portion after has gripped me since the first time I listened to it, and it will not be going away anytime soon!
• 1, 3, 2 (Jeongyeon, Mina, Tzuyu) - Their three voices mesh together unbelievably well, to create something which I can only describe as art. This song honestly made me realize how parts of a song being distributed between multiple people, rather than being sung by a single person, can help improve the song so much. It probably won't happen, but I'm praying for a JeongMiTzu subunit in the future.
• F.I.L.A. (Fall in Love Again) - A really chill and catchy dance song!

​
It was finally December and time for another year to come to an end. TWICE must have thought that they should wrap the year with a bang, because they went and released a banger!
Doughnut - released on December 15th, 2021

Doughnut	Wonderful Day

Charting and Sales
Doughnut peaked at #3 on the Oricon singles chart and at #6 on the Billboard Japan Hot 100
Recommendations and Thoughts

• Doughnut - This is my favorite Japanese release by TWICE and one of my favorite songs of all time.

1. The song is a soft, city-pop ballad, but is interjected by powerful high notes between verses and in the bridge. This makes it so that your mind is engaged with beautiful vocals throughout the song but as soon as those high notes hit, it pulls your attention instantly and makes you realize what you have been listening to, before transitioning back to the soothing and beautiful tones. This creates a highly unique and amazing listening experience and makes the song so memorable.
2. The MV encapsulates the winter theme perfectly, with the beautiful ice themed set, the snow special effects and with the members looking like angels. When this is coupled with the song itself, it makes you feel like you are watching a fairy tale set in a winter wonderland. It's just perfect!

Awards, Achievements and Recognitions

• TWICE secured 4 music show wins for Alcohol Free and 2 music show wins for Scientist.
• TWICE became the first Korean female act to debut chart an EP in the top 10 of the Billboard 200.
• The Feels became TWICE's first song to chart in the Billboard Hot 100.

Thanks for reading! Please feel free to discuss and share your thoughts on TWICE's 2021, and what music/events you liked most from that time.

Welcome back to the legacy of TWICE! This is a series which highlights the iconic girl-group's journey (music, achievements, sales, charting etc.) over the years. I have also included some of my own thoughts on their music and career in these posts and would love to hear any thoughts you guys have as well!
The previous parts of this series that I posted in kpopthoughts can be found here: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6

2021

TWICE started the beginning of the year 2021 by greeting us with a spellbinding performance of Depend on You, as part of Time 100 Talks series held by Time magazine.
They would then hold their 2nd online concert "Twice in Wonderland" on March 6^th. It is here that they announced the release of the song, which would go on to make ONCE everywhere lose control of their heart and soul.
Kura Kura - Released on May 12th, 2021

Kura Kura	Strawberry Moon

Recommendations and Thoughts

• Kura Kura - It's MV is one of the most visually stunning things I have seen in K-pop. There are many moments in the video where you can pause and it would feel like you are looking at a photo displayed in an exhibition. The song itself is a beautifully sung track, full of energy, that you can loop forever!
• Strawberry Moon - There is a theory that I have made up in my mind, which I call the "TWICE Treasure Hunt". This theory states that whenever TWICE creates a truly amazing Japanese song, they will bury it under single album releases, so that the only people to find it would be the most avid fans. I believe Strawberry Moon was one of the songs picked for the TWICE treasure hunt (amongst others like Scorpion, Catch a Wave etc.). This song is the definition of catchy! There is this perfect way in which the song flows, the way in which it transitions from the voice of one member to the other, that makes the song just perfect! Nayeon's first line in the pre-chorus especially stands out to me (Ano shunkan de toki wo tometeta), due to how beautiful it sounds.

​
Soon after this, JYP Entertainment announced the group's upcoming mini-album, slated to be released in June 2021. Before the release, TWICE appeared on the Kelly Clarkson Show and gave a powerful performance for their 2020 hit Cry for Me.
June arrived, meaning it was now time for TWICE to take over summer, and for us to go ...... Alcohol-Free?!
Taste of Love - Released on June 11^th, 2021

Alcohol-Free	First Time	Scandal
Conversation	Baby Blue Love	SOS

Lyrics contribution: Dahyun - Scandal, SOS ; Jihyo - First Time; Sana - Conversation; Nayeon - Baby Blue Love
Charting and Sales
The album would earn them their them their 1st top 10 charting in the Billboard 200, debuting at #6. With this, Twice became the first female Korean act to chart an EP within the top 10 of the Billboard 200, and just the second female Korean act to have a top 10 album in the chart.
The album recorded a total of 530,000 pre-order sales, debuted on the weekly Gaon Album Chart at #2 and claimed the #1 spot on both Billboard World Albums and Top Album Sales charts.
The lead single Alcohol-Free attained peaks of #6 on the Gaon Digital Chart and #7 on the K-pop Hot 100 Chart.
Recommendations and Thoughts

• Alcohol-Free - Aah yes, our generation's summer anthem! This song has a uncanny effect of making me feel bright and happy, anytime I listen to it. It literally embodies the spirit of the summer season in its lyrics, in its instrumentals, in its music video, and in everything else. Alcohol-Free is appropriately shot at Korea's favorite holiday destination Jeju Island. The MV features the members bathed in sunlight, surrounded by bright summery colors and an assortment of gorgeous looking drinks! This, coupled with the song's bossa-nova sounds make it such a joyful and refreshing experience to watch!

Wishing everyone listening to this song a very happy summer, full of mimosas and pina-coladas :P

• Scandal - A literal masterpiece with one of the best pre-choruses in K-pop! That's how I can describe this song. It has a sort of relaxed but also slightly sultry feel to it and when the pre-chorus hits, it just puts you in a trance! The way it builds and the way it ends is all soo perfect, and I hope people unfamiliar with the song would give it a listen. It's brilliant!
• SOS - A very catchy and vibey B-side. Worth a listen!

​
The group would keep their momentum going (typical TWICE!), and in the very next month would release their 3rd Japanese studio album titled:
Perfect World - Released on July 28^th, 2021

Perfect World	Better	Good at Love
Fanfare	Kura Kura	Four-leaf Clover
In the Summer	Pieces of Love	Thank You, Family
Promise

Charting and Sales
The album debuted at #2 on the Oricon Album Chart and #1 on the Billboard Japan Hot Albums Chart.
Recommendations and Thoughts

• Perfect World - Now this one is a powerful and hard hitting song!! There are no soft portions or slow elements, the song just goes "BAM! Here you go!!" . True to the theme, the members also deliver the performance for this song with an unparalleled level of swagger and attitude! My reaction when I first heard Perfect World is actually perfectly displayed in the MV itself, where people are freaking out and losing their mind, as they watch TWICE performs on a burning stage.
• Thank You, Family & Promise - If you are amongst the small minority of K-pop fans who like soft, vocal-focused songs and ballads, then these are the songs for you. These songs feel very soothing and calming to me, and help me just appreciate the members' beautiful vocals. These songs don't try to incorporate too many elements that compete for your attention, they just keep it nice and simple and help you appreciate what is presented to you.

​
With the schedule for Perfect World wrapped up, it was now time for TWICE to establish themselves as a global powerhouse and solidify their footprint in the west. And how would they go about doing it? Well, the answer to that could be found in a prom invitation titled:
The Feels - released on October 1^st, 2021
Charting and Sales
The Feels would become TWICE's first song to chart on the Billiboard Hot 100, debuting at #83. It would also feature on the UK Singles Chart, peaking at #80, on the Billboard Global 200 at #12, on the Canadian Hot 100 at #56 and on #3 on both the Billboard Japan Hot 100 and Oricon's Combined Singles Chart.
It accumulated 50.9 million global streams and 8,800 global downloads in its very first week. In the United States alone, the song garnered 4.7 million streams, 208,000 radio impressions, and 10,400 digital sales in its first week.
Thoughts
This is a true TWICE song! If I had never listened to it before and someone gave me 4 guesses about the artist, I would guess TWICE all 4 times. This song has every element that had made me fall in love with their music for the first time. It is energetic, upbeat and happy, it's MV is bright and poppy, it has a memorable choreography and it has those very short rap verses that always add a little more fun to the song.
There is nothing more I could say, The Feels is as true to the TWICE theme as one can get and I love TWICE, hence I love this song!
​
The group would then begin preparations of their next release:- for an album which would become one of their most successful, critically acclaimed and widely loved works (and which would start a chain of countless restocking demands from fans :P). I'm of course talking about their 3rd Korean studio album, titled:-
Formula of Love: O+T=＜3 - released on November 12th, 2021

Scientist	Moonlight	Icon
Cruel	Real You	F.I.L.A. (Fall in Love Again)
Last Waltz	Espresso	Rewind
Cactus	Push & Pull (Jihyo, Sana, Dahyun)	Hello (Nayeon, Momo, Chaeyoung)
1, 3, 2 (Jeongyeon, Mina, Tzuyu)	Candy	The Feels

Lyrics contribution: Dahyun - Cruel ; Jihyo - Real You, Cactus; Nayeon - Fall in Love Again
Charting and Sales
FOL was a massive success, garnering a surplus of 700,000 pre-order sales, making it TWICE's highest selling album till then. The album charted at #3 on the Billboard 200, marking a new peak for the group and it also continued its charting for 8 consecutive weeks on the Billboard 200.
It also debuted at #1 on South Korea's Gaon Album Chart, making it Twice's tenth number-one album on the chart. In Japan, it peaked at #17 on Billboard Japan's Hot Albums chart and at #2 on Oricon's Albums Chart. It also peaked at #1 on the Billboard World Album chart and #2 on Billboard Top Album Sales chart.
In Europe, the album appeared on Belgium's Ultratop Flanders and Wallonia 200 Albums, Finland's Top 50 Albums, Lithuania's Top 100 Albums, the Netherlands' Album Top 100, and the UK's Album Downloads Chart.
Recommendations and Thoughts

• Scientist - It's just a very fun and quirky song! I know the community opinion may not be in its favor, but to me, its still very enjoyable!
• Icon - This is their most badass song till date!! The lyrics are unapologetic, hard-hitting and frankly brilliant! This, coupled with the amazing synth music and the insane drop - "I ain't going nowhere, I'm an icon; When all them other nobodies are long gone", makes this song truly iconic!! Mina herself said that the song is about expressing the iconic side of you without hesitation and it honestly can't be described any better. Icon is definitely one of my favorite B-Sides of all time.
• Last Waltz - I don't know what it is about Latin music inspired K-pop songs that make me love them so much, I just know that I do! "Mm-mm-mm-mm (My la-a-ast); Mm-mm-mm-mm (My la-a-ast); Meomchuji malgo just let it flo-o-ow" and the bridge portion after has gripped me since the first time I listened to it, and it will not be going away anytime soon!
• 1, 3, 2 (Jeongyeon, Mina, Tzuyu) - Their three voices mesh together unbelievably well, to create something which I can only describe as art. This song honestly made me realize how parts of a song being distributed between multiple people, rather than being sung by a single person, can help improve the song so much. It probably won't happen, but I'm praying for a JeongMiTzu subunit in the future.
• F.I.L.A. (Fall in Love Again) - A really chill and catchy dance song!

​
It was finally December and time for another year to come to an end. TWICE must have thought that they should wrap the year with a bang, because they went and released a banger!
Doughnut - released on December 15th, 2021

Doughnut	Wonderful Day

Charting and Sales
Doughnut peaked at #3 on the Oricon singles chart and at #6 on the Billboard Japan Hot 100
Recommendations and Thoughts

• Doughnut - This is my favorite Japanese release by TWICE and one of my favorite songs of all time.

1. The song is a soft, city-pop ballad, but is interjected by powerful high notes between verses and in the bridge. This makes it so that your mind is engaged with beautiful vocals throughout the song but as soon as those high notes hit, it pulls your attention instantly and makes you realize what you have been listening to, before transitioning back to the soothing and beautiful tones. This creates a highly unique and amazing listening experience and makes the song so memorable.
2. The MV encapsulates the winter theme perfectly, with the beautiful ice themed set, the snow special effects and with the members looking like angels. When this is coupled with the song itself, it makes you feel like you are watching a fairy tale set in a winter wonderland. It's just perfect!

Awards, Achievements and Recognitions

• TWICE secured 4 music show wins for Alcohol Free and 2 music show wins for Scientist.
• TWICE became the first Korean female act to debut chart an EP in the top 10 of the Billboard 200.
• The Feels became TWICE's first song to chart in the Billboard Hot 100.

Thanks for reading! Please feel free to discuss and share your thoughts on TWICE's 2021, and what music/events you liked most from that time.

Hoy solo quiero desahogarme, acabo de tener una pelea, de nuevo, con mi hermano El punto es que siento que soy un problema, saben? Fui abusada a los 9 mi familia cree que ya lo supere pero no puedo ni dejar que un chico me abracé me da miedo sentir sus partes cerca mío, y para acabarla mi hermano siempre dice que es mi culpa que me hayan violado, que soy una p*tá, cosas muy hirientes y mi familia se hace de oídos sordos, nunca le dicen nada, la última vez que me dijo eso fue en la calle, suerte mía que nadie estaba cerca, pero desde ese momento me propuse a evitarlo lo más posible pero aún así hoy terminamos peleando, cuando peleamos el siempre me agarra y me da de a puñetazos que no puedo evitar o darle igual, yo soy la mayor pero evidentemente el es más fuerte, así que mi última opción para soltarlo es morderlo ya lleva dos mordidas mías que si son graves, pero es que si no lo hago tengo miedo de no poder levantarme, mi mamá siempre me regaña por qué evidentemente yo soy la que dejó el mayor daño, pero no saben los golpes que recibí antes de poder morderlo, como no se ven mis golpes piensan que no me dio que yo lo hice, pero hoy si estaban y justo volvió a repetir lo mismo, no aguanto sus burlas yo no tengo la culpa, yo no quería que me pasará eso, el dice que es mi culpa y así y ellas no me entendían, hoy explote y llore por todo lo que me pasa, le terminé contando a mi abuelita que me dan miedo los hombres, yo solo quiero salirme de mi casa, ya no aguanto, pero tampoco se que hacer cuando me vaya, no soy buena hija pero tampoco soy mala, simplemente necesito tiempo para sanar

Llame a mi banco y me dice que no es problema de ellos! Ya probé con 3 tarjetas y nada

Respect the Doctor

"You know what they call me in the ancient legends on the Dalek home world? The Oncoming Storm. You might have removed all your emotions, but I reckon right down deep in your DNA there’s one little spark left... and that’s fear. Doesn’t it just burn when you face me?"
🎵
At the conclusion of the Time War, the withered and wartorn Doctor started his life anew. Though he reclaimed his name after it was disowned by his War incarnation, he tried to distance himself from his past as the last remaining Time Lord in existence. He continued fighting injustice throughout time and space with steely determination while also remaining detached and brooding over his trauma. This incarnation may not have been among the longest in the totality of the Doctor's regeneration cycle, but marked a crucial period in the Doctor's life.
Make sure to check out the Tenth Doctor's thread because he uses the same versions of the sonic screwdriver and TARDIS as his predecessor.

Sources

Hover over a feat to view its source.

• Doctor Who (2005) series 1= E#
• The Day of the Doctor = 50th

Intelligence & Skill

Technological Aptitude

• Realizes that something is up with Platform One when the reported issues are not accurate.
• Deactivates the Adherents of the Repeated Meme by ripping off one of their arms and pulling out a wire.
• Correctly deduces that Cassandra used a teleportation feed to escape, quickly finds its hidden location and reverses it to teleport her back to face justice.
• Upgrades Rose's phone so she can call across time and space. Additionally, this phone could receive signals from inside a bunker and required no special input to pinpoint which specific time she wished to call.
• Understands the technology behind the Slitheen's skin suits shortly after learning about them for the first time.
• Hacks into the Navy with Mickey's help to launch a missile at 10 Downing Street.
• Shows a stubborn human how to play an alien musical instrument.
• Searches through a box full of alien weapons, sorting out which are broken and which are functional from a quick inspection.
• Works the security of a secret facility during a crisis.
• Understands how a data-sharing brain implant works while observing it in action for the first time.
• Knows the name, century of origin and manufacturer of Jack's sonic blaster.
• Identifies the type of spaceship Jack stole and the nanogenes found in another stolen vessel.
• Uses the nanogenes to end the Empty Child plague then sets the vehicle that released them to self-destruct.
• Discovers and understands the device Blon intends to use to escape Earth.
• Locates Rose in the Game Station using its difficult-to-crack computer system.
• Uses the Game Station's technology to build a delta wave transmitter to stop the Daleks, despite knowing full well it would destroy the Earth in the process. Even though the Doctor completes the machine in a matter of hours opposed to the days he estimated it would take, he refused to use it out of principle.

Observation & Deduction

• Exposes Cassandra as the true culprit behind Platform One's sabotage, even when she used robot drones as a scapegoat.
• Quickly identifies the "ghosts" as gaseous beings and understands how they can possess human corpses.
• Can tell that an "alien" is actually a mutated pig.
• Deduces that an alien spaceship crash was faked for a greater malicious purpose.
• Exposes 10 Downing Street's alien expert meeting as a trap.
• Figures out the Raxacoricofallapatorians' weakness by narrowing down what they know about them so far.
• Deduces what the Slitheen's end goal is.
• Discovers a conspiracy behind Satelite Five from minor details about its culture and later concludes its true purpose.
• Can tell that Nancy has lost a loved one due to her motherly nature towards the local urchins.
• Deduces the origin of the Empty Child plague and reveals that Nancy is the mother of the child in question, thereby bringing an end to the plague.
• Sees through Blon's attempt at distracting him and poisoning his drink.
• Escapes the Big Brother house by intentonally getting himself evicted and calling their bluff at the risk of disintegration.

Social Skills

• Improvises a way to charm different aliens.
• Takes charge of a group of soldiers holding him at gunpoint.
• Buys time by threatening to weaponize a wine bottle in an impractical way.
• Sends away a group of gas mask zombies by exploiting their child-like mentality.
• Fools Rose into going inside the TARDIS so he can send her home and out of harm's way.

Resourcefulness

• Uses a champagne bottle to expose Auton Mickey and aggravate it.
• Saves Rose and Harriet Jones from a pair of Slitheens by spraying them with a fire extinquisher.
• Counters Blon's poisonous breath with breath freshener.

Miscellanous

• Understands the Nestene Consciousness' roars and shrieks when trying to negotiate with it (the TARDIS translation circuit doesn't seem to be at play because Rose doesn't appear to understand it).
• Can exit and enter rooms very stealthily.
• Pickpockets Jack's sonic blaster and replaces it with a banana.
• Claims he can speak five billion languages.
• His knowledge of history is not always on point.

Physical Attributes

Biology

• Can survive fatal injuries or — in War's case — the toll of old age and exhaustion by regenerating his body into a renewed and radically different form. This incarnation met his end when he absorbed the energy of the Time Vortex.
• Has a much longer lifespan than humans. He is allegedly 900 years old by the time he meets Rose.
• Has two hearts.
• The DNA of a time traveler is potent enough that it rejuvenates a crippled Dalek into working condition with a touch. Though we only see this happen with Rose, it's safe to assume the same would apply to the Doctor.

Strength

• Pulls off Auton Mickey's head with his bare hands.
• Flips an Auton over his shoulder.
• Rips the arm off the lead drone of the Adherents of the Repeated Meme.
• Kicks a locked door open.
• Easily dispatches a human guard.
• Can be restrained by at least two Autons or reanimated humans.

Speed & Agility

• Catches a strike from one of the Adherents of the Repeated Meme.
• Makes it across a catwalk to pull a switch before the sun's rays can disintegrate Rose. While he is initially helped by slowing down the giant rotating fans in his way, this help expires by the last fan so he manages to cross it moving at rapid speeds through deep concentration
• Saves Rose from being devoured by a Reaper.
• Catches Blon's poison dart while glancing at a menu.

Durability

• Resists being strangled by a detached Auton arm. This exact arm was strong enough to slice open a steel pipe in a single swipe.
• Doesn't seem bothered by the excess amounts of gas filling up the room.
• Not only withstands an electric shock fatal to humans, but places the device discharging the electricity onto one of the alien perpetrators.

Senses

• Claims he can feel the Earth rotate, though is possibly just being overdramatic.
• Senses the Gelth moving through the walls of a mortuary.
• Tails an elusive girl through smell.
• Claims he can see the past, present and future simultaneously which is too overwhelming for a human mind.

TARDIS

The TARDIS (Time and Relative Dimensions in Space) is the Doctor's mode of transport as well as his home. By traveling through the Time Vortex, it can materialize to any point in space and time. Though this model is rather old and semi-functioning, it's still a very powerful object in its own right. Oh, and it's also bigger on the inside.
Space Travel & Mobility

• Lands in a secret, highly-secure facility 53 floors underground.
• Lands inside Jack's warship so he can escape its destruction.
• Saves Rose from a hostage situation on the Dalek mothership by materializing around her into the safety of the TARDIS. However, this also brings a Dalek inside that is quickly disposed of.
• Intends to go to Naples in 1860 but ends up in Cardiff in 1869.

Time Travel & Manipulation

• Travels 100 years in the future, then 10,000 and finally 5,000,000,000 years.
• Rose claims she can go on countless journeys and arrive back in 10 seconds, but didn't either because the TARDIS malfunctioned or she just forget.
• Along with twelve of his past and future incarnations, he uses the TARDIS to freeze Gallifrey in time and seal it in a pocket dimension.
• Certain points in time are in flux, meaning somebody's existence in the future does not always ensure that undesirable outcomes will not happen.
• Means to take Rose home 12 hours after her departure, but messes up and takes her 12 months after she left.
• Takes Rose back to witness her father's death, then takes her back again thereby creating two sets of the Doctor and Rose in the same place in time. When Rose prevents her father's demise, the original pair disappear. This violation of time brings upon the Reapers to devour anyone in sight and turns the TARDIS into an empty shell. All of this is reversed when Rose's father follows out his death and lets himself get run over by the same car which had been forced into a perpetual loop by Rose's actions. Though the timeline is restored, miner changes from its first iteration remain.
• Chases a spacecraft to Earth and ends up weeks behind it when they land.
• The Doctor's heroic deeds at one point in time have negatives consequences that he encounters first hand when he ends up in the same place 100 years later.
• The Doctor can't just use the TARDIS to go back in time to avert the current problem.

Navigation

• Tries to locate the Nestene Consciousness by connecting Auton Mickey's decapitated head to the console.
• Marks the flight path of a spaceship from 12 hours ago.
• Gets taken off course by a mysterious signal.

Security & Defenses

• The assembled hordes of Genghis Khan allegedly couldn't get through the TARDIS Door.
• Can fly into the heart of a plasma storm without getting critically damaged.
• Implies that the TARDIS could withstand the explosion of Jack's warship with the doors open or not, comparing it to a draft.
• The Chamelion Circuit allows the TARDIS to change its exterior to blend in with whatever time or place it lands. Because it malfunctioned in the 1960's, the TARDIS has been stuck in the form of a police box ever since.
• The TARDIS is protected by a forcefield capable of withstanding missiles from the Dalek mothership and direct blasts from Dalek rayguns.
• Remotely sends Rose home to keep her out of harm's way and to keep it out of the hands of those who would misuse it.
• Before using a recovery vehicle, Mickey fails to pry open the TARDIS console using a chain hooked to his car.
• The Daleks kidnapped the Doctor and his companions from within the TARDIS using a transmat beam. This beam had to be particularly powerful since a regular one wouldn't be able to breach the TARDIS.

Heart

• The power of the Cardiff Rift forces the Heart of the TARDIS open. When Blon Slitheen looks into it, it connects with her telepathically and reverts her back into an egg so she can live a new, crimeless life.
• After snapping open the console using a recovery vehicle, Rose absorbs the power of the Time Vortex through the Heart of the TARDIS. She then mentally sends the TARDIS back to the future where the Doctor is, having become the legendary Bad Wolf. Rose uses this power to destroy the entire Dalek empire, revive Jack Harkness (and consequently make him immortal) and scatter the words "Bad Wolf" throughout time to form a self-sustaining paradox. However, such power is too much for her mind and body so the Doctor transfers it into his before returning it to the TARDIS.

Console

• Because it's an old model, the Doctor has to sometimes hit the console with a hammer to get things going.
• Plays music.
• Has a scanner capable of viewing the TARDIS' surroundings and local television channels.
• Has a working phone, yet the phone located on the outside is typically non-functional and just for show.
• Plays a holographic message the Doctor prepared for Rose in times of emergency.

Miscellanous Features

• The TARDIS translation circuit allows the Doctor and his companions to understand and speak the local language of wherever they visit.
• Contains a wardrobe full of clothes to help blend in with different time periods.
• The TARDIS key glows when it's about to materialize nearby. It could also summon the TARDIS remotely, even during a temporal disturbance.
• Cancels the Slitheen's galactic advertisement signal.
• Needs to refuel. A few days standing by the Cardiff Rift will do the job.
• Was used by Blon's extrapolator to open up the Rift which could potentially destroy the world.
• Reveals that the disintegrator ray used at the Game Station was actually a transmat beam.

Sonic Screwdriver

The sonic screwdriver is the Doctor's multi-purpose handheld tool. It's mostly used for opening or unlocking doors, but can fulfill a myriad of other functions.
Locks

• Locks a metal door that holds back Auton Mickey for a while.
• Removes a circuit panel.
• Frees the Doctor from futuristic restraints.
• Opens the backstage door to a nightclub.
• Opens a padlock.
• Locks a doorway to keep out a group of gas mask zombies for a few hours.
• Opens handcuffs.
• Can't break Rose out of a jammed door from the future.
• Can't break out of a steel bunker.
• Can't unlock a door with a deadlock seal or smash through exoglass unless an outside force allows it.

Scanning & Tracking

• Ends up in Rose' flat while following a signal for Autons.
• Discovers that the gas mask zombies have identical symptoms by scanning them.
• Gets multiple energy readings from scanning the Game Station.

Manipulating Technology

• Disables an elevator.
• Renders an Auton arm inanimate by cutting off the signal controlling it.
• Hacks into a digital keypad.
• Keeps Platform One's sun filter up even when the system actively fights to make it descend.
• Controls an elevator.
• Hacks into a futuristic ATM to give Adam some digital money in unlimited amounts.
• Hacks into Satelite Five's mainframe.
• Destroys Adam's home phone.
• Transfers the power from a common battery into the TARDIS key.
• Intercepts Blon's teleporter, causing her to keep teleporting in his direction.
• Damages a security camera.
• Activates the TARDIS from the outside.

Physical Alteration

• Removes the bolts on a cat flap.
• Attempts to loosen concrete bars by sending a resonation pattern through them.
• Reconnects severed barbed wire.

Other

• Being sonic, it's not every silent.

Other Equipment

• Carries around a piece of psychic paper that telepathically projects his thoughts into the minds of those who read it, allowing him inflitrate spaces or pose as figures of importance or authority. He has used it to pass himself off as an invited guest to Platform One's Earth destruction party, a member of management at Satelite Five and a member of the Ministry of Astronauts.
• Destroys a department store housing Autons using a homemade explosive.
• Kills the Nestene Consciousness with a vial of anti-plastic.
• Hands Mickey a disc containing a computer virus that would erase all mention of the Doctor on the internet.
• Spies on a building with high-tech binoculars.
• Supervises Blon during her last meal using special armbands from Jack which strike her with 10,000 volts if she goes further than 10 feet away from him.
• Unlike other incarnations, he is more willing to use firearms in desperate situations but may just equip it as an intimidation tactic.

Miscellanous

• Witnessed the Kennedy assassination, the eruption of Krakatoa, the fall of Troy, and World War V. He also pushed boxes for the Boston Tea Party and was on the Titanic when it sunk but not before warning a family not to go.
• MILF magnet.
• Oop North.
• Considered something of a celebrity.
• Santa?
• Makes Daleks back away in fear.

"Fantastic"

Tengo 20 y el 21, ambos nos conocimos en la universidad y actualmente ando en un espiral de emociones con él. Nos conocimos en el primer año de universidad, estábamos en el mismo grupo pero no socializamos del todo a un inicio. Poco a poco nos empezamos a volver más cercanos y a salir seguido lo cual nos hizo aún más unidos. En el segundo año de universidad agarramos más confianza y le conte de mí, soy foránea y vivo relativamente cerca de su casa, entonces es muy común que nos vayamos juntos después de la universidad, ambos estamos en cursos diferentes y yo adelantada uno año a comparación de él así que estamos en diferentes sintonía pero nuestros horarios se acoplan. Cuando le conté que vivo sola el me comentó que no le gusta andar en su casa y me pregunto si podía venir a la mía y le dije que sí pues todas las tarde me la pasaba aburrida por vivir sola y en esos momentos andaba con depresión así que pasar tiempo con alguien me fué de ayuda. Él pasa mas tiempo conmigo en mi casa en qué en la suya. Hace poco empezamos a tener estos "problemas sentimentales" o no sé que nombre ponerle. Cabe mencionar que él y yo somos cariñosos, caminamos agarrados de las manos y siempre nos damos pequeñas muestras de cariño como besos en las mejillas o besos en la cabeza. Ambos tenemos una percepción diferente, ambos nos preguntamos del "tabú" de andar agarrados de las manos, pues otros suponen que somos pareja y tenemos que dar la explicación de que no lo somos, gran ejemplo, yo cuando salgo con mi hermano de 27 camino agarrada de su mano, entrelazando nuestros dedos y varias personas nos veían raro pero para mí es normal. Hace poco cuando él vino a mi casa (hace más de un mes creo) nos encontramos en un momento de mimos, ambos dándonos cariño y fué cuando accidentalmente nos besamos, fue un beso correspondido y posterior a eso no reímos y quedamos en que "esto pasó, y algo que tenemos que tener en cuenta es que es muy seguro que pase en un futuro cuando estemos solos o cuando estemos en una fiesta, solo no tenemos que confundir la amistad " y pasamos de eso, ocasionalmente se nos escapaba un beso y lo seguíamos, a veces pediamos disculpas y otras lo dejamos como algo normal, luego lo volvimos a hablar pues era una situación rara, ambos nos dimos cuenta que si nos nacía besar a la otra persona pero teniamos el temor de que el otro se sienta incómodo, aceptamos eso y ya se volvió normal. Ahora la nueva situación, hace poco fuimos a una fiesta y nos recogimos temprano, no tomamos de más, pedimos comida a domicilio y decidió pasar la noche conmigo pues ya era tarde, llegamos a charlar hasta las 2 am y fué cuando en un momento me encontraba sobre él dándole besos en toda la cara,ambos riendo y hablando mientras seguían los besos. Me dí cuenta que cuando nos quedamos en silencio él empezó a "sentir mas" a lo que yo le hice una señal y ambos paramos, ambos dijimos que cuando pase nos demos una señal, que lo que pasó fue por haber vivido el momento y demás. Decidimos dormir y no fue que hasta las 5 am mi gata nos despertó y volvimos a charlar. Paso la misma situación pero ninguno puso un límite, pasó, ambos nos encontramos a las 6 am riendo y preguntándonos como llegamos a esto y demás. No tengo que preocuparme de un embarazo pues tengo el implante y nos cuidamos. Lo que en realidad me preocupa es que ya sea el final de la bonita amistad que habíamos construido hasta ese momento. No volvimos a tocar el tema por qué no nos pudimos ver desde ese momento, pero me mata la incertidumbre. Ambos no queremos un relación, abiertamente lo expresamos pues ambos tuvimos nuestras últimas relaciones como las que nos decepcionaron y nos dejaron con el no querer nada por ahora.

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This happened when I was... 6, 7 years old? I love climbing my house's shelfs because they're stuck to the wall and can't fall off. Well one day I decided to climb to my parents shelf to watch TV from there. So I went and started climbing, step one, step two, and I knew I fucked up when my hands didn't touch the top of step three, and I started falling. I closed my eyes unconsciously, waiting for a bone to break or get a concussion. But suddenly, while I was in the air, Time, Slowed, Down, I repeat, FUCKING. TIME. SLOWED. DOWN. And when I felt that time slowed down I did a FUCKING BACKFLIP CARTOON SYTLE and landed on my FUCKING FEET, NO BONES BROKEN. My parents were not there, so they did not see me do such a great trick. And while that was cool, I kept it to myself and I did not tell it to my parents till one or two years had passed.
Ps: Perdonen mi malo inglés, estoy aprendiendo, soy de Venezuela. Saludos cordiales desde Anaco, Estado Anzoátegui.

Bueno este sueño me estaba atormentando y tenia ganas de contarle a alguien y que no me tomara como lunática.
Este sueño lo tengo desde que tengo 15 años, actualmente tengo 21 años y no se si pueda seguir con el terror que tengo. El sueño lo tengo el mismo mes, sin un día exacto. Todos los octubres sueño que estoy en mi casa junto a mis dos primos y mi hermano, jugando o haciendo cualquier actividad a altas horas de la noche. Cuando tocan la puerta, pensamos que es un repartidor de la comida rápida que ordenmos. Cuando sale una figura muy alta, con cuernos y de color negro completamente haciéndonos la vida imposible con su risa lunica, su rostro sin ojos, nariz o boca y su gran poder de poder teletransportarse. Siempre intentamos huir pero no podemos ya que, si lo intemos nos encontrará una y otra vez. A todos nosotros nos atormenta con nuestros peores miedos en mi caso las alturas. Me pone en un escenario donde la altura del lugar es demasiado para mi, donde le ruego que me deje en paz hasta que lo hace. Cuando logro salir de ese escenario espeluznante veo como asesina a mi hermano y primos de la forma mas siniestra posibleme y me deja viva para que yo presencié todo.
Hable de esto con mi hermano mayor y raramente dice que el recuerda escuchar su risa tan escalofriante que en cualquier momento del día o de la noche la escuchó cerca de mi.
Hablé de esto con gente muy cercana a mi pero me dicen que solo es un sueño, pero no puedo evitar escuchar su risa mientras intento dormir.
¿Que deberia hacer?

ROUND 8: Spain 🇪🇸

FORMULA 1 AWS GRAN PREMIO DE ESPAÑA 2023
Fri 2 Jun - Sun 4 Jun
Barcelona

Session	UTC
Free Practice 1	Fri 11:30
Free Practice 2	Fri 15:00
Free Practice 3	Sat 10:30
Qualifying	Sat 14:00
Race	Sun 13:00

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Circuit de Barcelona-Catalunya

Length: 4.655 km (2.892 mi)
Distance: 66 laps, 307.104 km (190.825 mi)
Lap record: 🇳🇱 Max Verstappen, Red Bull Racing-Honda, 2021, 1:18.149
2022 pole: 🇲🇨 Charles Leclerc, Ferrari, 1:18.750
2022 fastest lap: 🇲🇽 Sergio Perez, Red Bull Racing-Honda, 1:24.108
2022 winner: 🇳🇱 Max Verstappen, Red Bull Racing-RBPT

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The Previous Version
While I was writing the regular State of VTuber World post, I wrote a massive tangent detailing Hololive's history, and decided it would be much better done as a separate post.
I was actually going to overwrite the previous version, but the previous version is too... old, so I thought I would just write a new one. Hopefully I'll update this in September, which would be the end of the current period, and then probably put out Ver. 3 a long time after, if that ever happens.
The history of Hololive are split into 9-ish month chunks.

Part 1 - Pre-History {17-09-07 - 18-06-01}

When Tokino Sora first went on NicoNico in the auspicious day of September 7, 2017, there were famously 13 viewers unaccounted for in her debut stream. VTuber as a modern concept started ten months ago with the advent of Kizuna Ai on December 1, and at that point VTubers as a concept was seriously considered a dead end. The Ai's initial hype train died down and newcomers such as Siro did not gain the success that people were hoping for. Many suspect this VTuber fad was going to be consigned into the dustbin of history much like disco and leg warmers.
So, Sora did not start with the most fortuitous occasions. But the luck for VTuber and Sora turned around as Kaguya Luna became the new hit star and ushered in a kind of Cambrian Explosion of VTuber at the time. One of the bigger innovations was that Luna frequently mentioned other VTubers, she coined the term Oyabun for Kizuna Ai, and therefore there was a genuine sense of community building around this newfangled tech. Hololive App went online of December 21, 2017.
Sora was one of the bigger beneficiaries as she was redirected by Siro after her Christmas stream failed to work. Sora started to gain subscribers at a pretty good clip at that point. Sora is sometimes mentioned as one of the secondary heavenly kings along with Fuji Aoi, her close friend to this day.
Cover debuted their second talent, Roboco-san, on March 4, 2018. Roboco was the demo model for the Hololive app, similar to the beginnings of Nijisanji with 1st Gen's model also being a demo. Nijisanji was and is and will be a foil to Hololive. They both started as an app but quickly pivoted to the entertainment industry. Nijisanji's 1st Gen was a revolution - and singlehandedly shifted the meta in a way that will never be done before. And Nijisanji were pumping out great talents every month or so, flooding the market, which further threatened the other companies.
Nijisanji prompted fierce response from the competitor. AppLand, the company responsible for Siro, decided to debut 9 new talents that will operate on a strict weekly schedule, and this approach worked very well. Cover had to respond in turn, and so they quickly debuted 6 new talents, first being Yozora Mel who debuted on May 13, 2018.

Part 2 - Early Classical Era {18-06-01 - 19-04-01}

Note this version will not be delving too deeply into the individual members, as they are nicely detailed in Version One. If you want to know what the talents in the agency are all about, then check the previous version which is the top link. This version mostly expands and clarifies things.
First Gen of Hololive - Aki Rosenthal, Natsuiro Matsuri, Shirakami Fubuki - debuted on June 1, 2018 with Akai Haato debuting a week later because she had some tech issues. There was one other person but we do not talk about this person, she basically bribed her way into debut, and after that incident Yozora Mel was folded into this 1st Gen. A recent observation - there is a hidden theme in early VTuber groups, for example Re:AcT was originally called Kageyaki Stars and their talents all had a Zodiac theme, Leona being the Leo, of course, and Kyo being... a virgin? Not sure, actually. This Gen also has a theme, reference much later in the title for their song Plasmagic Seasons, which is of course the Seasons - Akai Haato as Spring, Natsuiro Matsuri as Summer, Aki Rosenthal as Fall, and Shirakami Fubuki as Winter. That extra person really did not fit, especially with the above theme.
Second Gen of Hololive quickly followed, the debut was more spaced out this time. Minato Aqua went first on August 8, 2018, followed by Murasaki Shion on August 17, 2018, Nakiri Ayame was next on September 3, 2018, followed by Yuzuki Choco on September 4, 2018, and Oozora Subaru rounding out the crew debuting on September 14, 2018. Around the same time, on August 1, 2018, another Cover Project launched called Sakura Miko project, which was a return of Kizuna Ai style content.
This odd collection signifies the attitudes of this time, no one really knew what they were doing. There were not many collabs, in fact Hololive members tended to collab with Nijisanji members more than their own members, and many kind of considered Hololive to be kind of a sister group to Nijisanji. Again, the contents were kind of halfway between video and streams, there weren't really long streams, those that did famously Kanae and Korone, were seen as odd outliers. There were a lot of odd and interesting VTuber-industry projects - a fun thing is to watch PL's of future talents interacting with their future workmates, which is obscenely entertaining in some respects.
Sakura Miko project immediately crashed and burned and Miko joined Hololive proper on December 25, 2018. On November 15, AZKi debuted as a part of a collaboration with Cover and upd8, another agency that was progenitor of Kizuna Ai. upd8 ran things differently, it was a 'talent' agency and not a creative one, which meant upd8 did not hold onto any assets of livers. upd8 had a hodgepodge of creators, including one half of 774 inc., which meant AZKi, Inaba Haneru, Patra Suou and Kizuna Ai were technically part of the same agency at this point in November 2018. Oh Shibuya Hal and Utai Meika was also part of this group. Yep, upd8 was a mess, had potential though.
On December 12, 2018, Ookami Mio joined Hololive as part of a new project called Hololive GAMERS, and unlike their other projects GAMERS actually grew a few months later.

Part 3 - Late Classical Era {19-04-01 - 19-12-27}

Okayu and Korone were announced on April Fools 2019 and subsequently Nekomata Okayu debuted April 6, 2019 and Inugami Korone on April 13, 2019. Korone's stream was so scuffed that it became the anti-basis for future debut streams. But the GAMERS basically set the tone of Hololive as a company. GAMERS were basically scouted as Fubuki's friends, and therefore GAMERS were the first generations that felt like a group of friends. Most, if not all, relationships between people grew from this seed.
They still regularly collabed with Nijisanji at that point. One can go through what is now seemingly bizarre combos - Higuchi Kaede and Roboco, Nakiri Ayame and Inui Toko, and so on... although few still persist to this day, Kamioka Family and its extension NASS and Oozora Family being the two...
But this was the time that Hololive kind of found the identity that we were kind of familiar with. This was also the time that idolization was slowly making its way through the company. The well-remember first Hololive Summer (which was, and still is, a Comiket associated project) was the first time Shiny Smily Story was introduced with the full song being released on September 17, 2019, which led to Hololive 1stFes or Nonstop Story on January 28, 2020.
Hololive extended the relationship with upd8 regarding AZKi to be Innoaka Music and they eventually snagged an indie VTuber named Hoshimachi Suisei, who has been active since March 22, 2018, during the height of the First Boom, announcing this new venture on May 19, 2019. Hoshimachi Suisei was frustrated with the arrangement and joined Hololive proper on December 1, 2019. The inclusion date is more mutely celebrated but their growth more closely tracks with the counterparts who debuting around their inclusion - so in some sense, we should think of Miko as an honorary member of GAMERS and Suisei as a honorary member of HoloForce, which considering her early relationship with Kanata and Coco, might as well be true from a different perspective.
Another push regarding this idolization was the opening of a male branch called Holostars. First talents started appearing in June, with Hanasaki Miyabi on June 8, 2019, Kagami Kira on June 9, 2019, Kanade Izuru on June 22, 2019.
Hololive also started to look beyond Japan, which was largely locked by the immense success of Nijisanji, and Hololive looked towards China. Around late winter and early spring of 2019, Hololive member started to stream quite a bit in BiliBili and started to take in a lot of Chinese sponsors, culminating in the Azur Lane event, which was one of the seeds for their future in North America - indeed many of the early English clippers were Chinese...
It was at this point that Hololive went looking for its third Gen, which had a fantasy theme - Usada Pekora debuted on July 17, 2019, Uruha Rushia on July 18, 2019, Shiranui Flare on August 7, 2019, Shirogane Noel on August 8, 2019, and Houshou Marine on August 11, 2019.
Many consider this group to be the miracle group, but they were kind of isolated for the first few months, many of their streams consisting of group Minecraft sessions. It was a friendship forged from pressure, not a loose one like GAMERS, and it gave a different feeling than the rest. Even today, there is an odd break between 3rd Gen and the gens higher up, except for a couple important exceptions like Aqua-Marine, or Marine in general. Subaru-Noel came out much later, and before that it was actually Rushia-Subaru.
Azur Lane event was on November 26, 2019. During this time, Hololive also opened their ill-fated Chinese branch with Yogiri debuting on September 28, 2019, Civia on November 2, 2019, and Spade Echo on January 30, 2020.
There was kind of an add-on group with Takushiji Suzaku debuting on September 7, 2019, and Arurandeisu on September 8, 2019. Suzaku apparently was really fed up with how Holostars worked so he left early on March 6, 2020. Second Gen followed with Rikkaroid debuting on October 20, 2019, and Astel Leda debuting on December 7, 2019, Kishido Temma on December 14, 2019, and Yukoku Roberu on December 24, 2019. Note this division feels wildly off, with the intra-gen gap being larger than the inter-gen gap. Perhaps this is one of the reasons the first three gens are usually grouped into one super group.
This nicely segues to our next section...

Part 3 - Early Golden Era {19-12-27 - 20-09-12}

HoloForce, as they are rarely called, were truly a force. Amane Kanata debuted on December 27, 2019, Kiryu Coco followed on December 28, 2019, Tsunomaki Watame on December 29, 2019, and after new years, Tokoyami Towa on January 3, 2020 and Himemori Luna on January 4, 2020. Kiryu Coco was an instant hit, growing at a rate seldom seen before.
Spearheaded by this new leader, Hololive slowly gain prominence right as the pandemic hit and the Second Boom occurred as Western anime fans looked to VTuber as a replacement for all the delayed anime releases. Hololive was well positioned to take on this second boom, as there were more clips from Hololive... even though Nijisanji pursued a Chinese audiences like Hololive, the Nijisanji clippers were usually Japanese students and therefore preferred longer clips, while Hololive clippers were people bred from things like TikTok and they truly clipped like a fame-chasing clipper would, short condensation of the streamer's character. A very easy and addicting introduction.
There was also the fact that Cover knew their western outreach and also saw the success of people like Hana Macchia, and they decided to slowly branch out to Western audiences, starting with Indonesia, which was also a safe second options since the days of AKB48.
Area15 debuted April 10, 2020 for Ayunda Risu, April 11, 2020 for Moona Hoshinova, and April 12, 2020 for Airani Iofifteen. While their growth was paltry compared to their JP counterparts, they were on the higher side compared to their ID peers, so Cover saw the green light to go ahead and continue developing an western EN branch.
Also Hololive China debuted their 2nd Gen with Doris debuting on April 3, 2020, Rosalyn debuting on April 5, 2020, and Artia debuting on April 11, 2020. Holostar 3rd Gen also debut around this time with Tsukishita Kaoru debuting on April 29, 2020, Kageyama Shien on April 30, 2020, and Aragami Oga on May 1, 2020.
Those three groups tended to stick together, which HoloID had a close relationship with Holostars which would turn out to be fruitful much later in the process.
Hololive started to gain its rapid growth, and as with all rapid growth, there were some growing pains, a large numbers of archives had to be taken down due to increase in copyright notices and Hololive increasingly became isolated from the VTuber world as a whole.
Also, pretty much the rest of HoloForce was struggling. Towa's low voice and her boyfriend fracas, happening since the idol concept has been firmly placed and heavily sold to western audiences, meant Towa lost pretty much all momentum. Watame had her infamous kuso internet which she famously did not apologize for, therefore forever becoming blameless. Luna was a controversial choice as she was a former Nijisanji Liver and kind of known as a vagabond, jumping from agency to agency, but thankfully she found her home in Hololive.
Kanata, even though her hearing was going, managed to stand with a budding relationship with Coco and furthered her relationship with Suisei, who she knew from way before.
Except for Coco, this was a quiet time. Many of the talents were on rest, like Mel or Akirose, which is one of the main reasons they are so far behind, and there was less outside appearance as the company simply tried to wade through their newfound fame.
HoloFive eventually appeared - Yukihana Lamy on August 12, 2020, Momosuzu Nene on August 13, 2020, Shishiro Botan on August 14, 2020, Mano Aloe on August 15, 2020, and Omaru Polka on August 16, 2020. Mano Aloe were swept in a huge scandal and prompt graduated at the end of the month. Considering HoloFive had a long gestation period, even this short stint was a shock to many. Truth be told, Aloe was not in a great mental state, she later attempted suicide falling down several stories, only to be saved by a tree.
There are still people who like to imagine a world with Aloe, but I wonder of a world where the person behind Aloe was swapped with someone from HoloX. Aloe would have been fine by late 2021, and many of the talents from HoloX would have been more than adequate in August of 2020. I think the best switch would be with Chloe.
Even though technically in the next era, Haato-Coco Taiwan Incident would be the final of the three major controversies that rocked Cover as they restructured. Taiwan Incident basically killed off all chances of development in China, along with a separate fiasco that led to the closure of HoloCN with all six members quietly disappearing by the end of 2020.
With all these controversies, Hololive could have gone down in flames, but there was a saving grace or really multiple saving grace that effectively created a shift and an opportunity.

Part 4 - Late Golden Era {20-09-12 - 21-07-01}

HoloMyth arrived on September 12, 2020 for Mori Calliope, Takanashi Kiara and September 13, 2020 for Ninomae Ina'ins, Gawr Gura and Amelia Watson. They were another of the 'perfect' groups, a heaven-sent in the time of multiple disasters.
The minecraft server, largely dormant since the beginning of 2020, reopened with the introduction of Gen 5 and continued when Area15 were introduced, with Moona Hoshinova pretty much alighting the Company Rivalry Arc which became the basis for the modern dynamic of Hololive as we know today. The fame of Area15 skyrocketed, the combo of Risu's first NNN and her KING cover didn't detract from that fame at all either...
And their newfound dominance in ID was sealed with the debut of HoloRo - Kureiji Ollie on December 4, 2020, Anya Melfissa on December 5, 2020, and Pavolia Reine on December 6, 2020. Once again, they were heavily focused on outreach with Ollie being the breakout star which sapped any remaining momentum NijiID had, leading to their long and terminal decline for the next three years at least.
Those early months of 2021, defined by the time between Hololive 2nd Fes, Beyond the Stage, and Bloom, Hololive's first original concert, was in my humble opinion, the greatest time in Hololive. The development of the Company Rivalry Arc with the first extended interaction of MiComet, one of the most enduring duos in Hololive much to the chagrin of Nousagis and Heimins. The 2021 Mario Kart Tournament, which brought Towa into prominence and showcased that Hololive can pull off a tournament, one of the major strengths of Nijisanji and the Bouquet album's relative success, especially with the opening song Blue Clapper was instrumental in Hololive becoming a reliable music producer, which left Innonaka without an identity leading to AZKi eventually joining Hololive proper in April 1, 2022.
Another development was the introduction of Hololive Alternative, which was marked by two PVs, first of which debuted on May 5, 2021 with a teaser right after Bloom.
Days after Bloom however were colored by one event, which marks the finality in this era. There hasn't a large graduation - Holostars lost two members Tsukishita Kaoru on July 28, 2020 and Kagami Kira on November 30, 2020... but it was a quiet one, most might only recognize those graduations because of the downed spirit of HoloID at the time. But the graduation to come was the big one - probably the biggest one until Kizuna Ai's hiatus and many would argue even still then, as the age of Kiryu Coco came to close.
The announcement was on June 9, but in hindsight the signs were there since the beginnings of the Hololive Summer Festival, which also marks the start of the end of the Company Arc. The later half of this era felt like a barrel racing towards that final moment. Most watched stream in VTuber stream, probably unlikely to be broken for a long time.
Coco was instrumental in steering the talent's directions, especially in turbulent times such as the year and half in which Coco existed on our screens. Without that sail, Cover and their talents had to go on their own and face whatever demons it may raise...

Part 5 - The Transition Era {21-07-01 - 22-03-20}

Hololive was chugging around after the graduation with 3D Live happening almost every other day during August... and also quite a lot of debuts from the EN side.
IRyS debuted on July 8, 2021. She was supposed to be part of a JP/EN collab VSinger group that were probably going to debut in Spring if there were enough applicants, but they were only able to fish one, and she came down (three times) to grace our screens and a month later on August 22, 2021, HoloCouncil made their debut - Tsukumo Sana, Ceres Fauna, Ouro Kronii, Nanashi Mumei, and Hakos Baelz. Less perfect than HoloMyth but still good, and very helpful as there was a Minecraft merger happening. As I explained above, Hololive had a hard time integrating their new members. For the longest time, I had a hard time differentiating 5th Gen because they would just hang out together and rarely with senpais, but the merger and the eagerness of HoloMyth to get fresh blood led one of the smoothest integrations.
This continued with HoloX - La+ Darknesss on November 26, 2021, Takane Lui on November 27, 2021, Hakui Koyori on November 28, 2021, Sakamata Chloe on November 29, 2021, and Kazama Iroha on November 30, 2021. My impression of them was shock, as with many, not only were given only a few hours notice, but it happened right after the infamous 3rd Gen Live. The relative failure of that live and the death of her beloved cat started a decline for one Uruha Rushia, whose aberrant behavior will eventually blow up three weeks before 3rdFes.
Rushia's termination also felt like a barrelling moment in hindsight, but I did not end this era on February 24, 2022, but on the 2nd Day of 3rd Fes, because I want to end on a high note and the 3D debuts of Area 15 and HoloMyth more than enough made up for the sudden loss and confusion of Uruha Rushia. While Rushia left on quite a sour note, Rushia still gets fondly remembered, especially by talents like Pekora and Fubuki... it's interesting.
I should also mention taht 3rd Fes, Link Your Wish, was first to be accompanied by an Expo, which was first done by Nijisanji back in early 2020, right before the pandemic.

Part 6 - Early Modern Era {22-03-20 - 22-12-31}

End of 3rd Fes led to two debuts - first HoloH3roes with Vestia Zeta on March 27, 2022, Kaela Kovalskia on March 28, 2022, and Kobo Kanaeru on March 29, 2022, followed by Holostar's UPROAR with Yatogami Fuma and Utsugi Uyu debuting on March 29, 2022 and Hizaki Gamma and Minase Rio debuting on March 30, 2022.
The focus for these groups was a change, HoloID now looking inwards back towards Indonesia, marking the rise of homegrown groups like AKA Virtual, and Holostar's idolfication including the de-aging of Aruran. This was followed by a quiet but long integration of Hololive and Holostar, an informal but still significant, which culminates in the year-end concert.
There were quite a lot of concerts in this era, 2nd PV which was on June 11, 2022, the return of Hololive Summer along with the regular spate of summer celebration concerts, there was a kind of fatigue and there was no new debut in sight, at least for a while...
Tempus HQ was quite a turning point - Regisa Altare and Magni Dezmond debuted on July 22, 2022 and Axel Syrios and Noir Vesper debuted on July 23, 2022. Not only did it accelerated the interaction between Hololive and Holostars, but also the EN branches of Hololive and Nijisanji as well, which was a long time coming, considering it was over a year since NijiEN debuted.
Along with Tsukumo Sana's graduation on July 31, 2022, things kind of took a back seat in the fall season as the long preparation for 4th Fes was underway. There was a lull that was unfamiliar since the beginning of 2020 - a nice bookend to the EN boom, which was rapidly fading at this point. In hindsight, it was an appreciative one, or so I think at least.
There was one incredibly bright light and that was Kobo Kanaeru, who along with Hyakumantenbara Salome, was the biggest beneficiary of the Third General Boom, caused the end of COVID restrictions for most of the world. The third Boom was less significant than the first two, but it saw the surge of strong local ID and KR groups along with renewed interest in Japan, which benefitted both Hololive and Nijisanji.
Kobo's obstinately Indonesian nature gave me worry as for integration but I wasn't to be worried because Kobo has quite a sharp wit behind her genuinely childish behavior. Kobo will be remembered for her various connections reaching across all branches, pretty much.

Part 7 - Late Modern Era {22-12-31 - 23-09-??}

The year-end concert served as a teaser for Our Bright Parade, which happened on March 18 and March 19, 2023. There was also an extension for Hololive Tempus, with its VG division - Gavis Bettel and Machina X Flayon debuting on January 7, 2023 and Banzoin Hakka and Josuiji Shinri debuting January 8, 2023. It was an understandable yet odd debut and I think VG was one of the most 'Nijisanji' groups in Hololive I have ever seen.
This was good grounds for Kobo. After Our Bright Parade, there was both a lull and an uptick. There was a lot happening - a new studio and an amusement park takeover - but a strange lack of debuts from any branches. One of the longest lack of such, I believe ever.
This might change soon, however, and that's where all our story has to end. I will fill in the rest of the story at the end of this period. And hopefully, I can come back to fill in the next era.

Hace 5 años conocí a mi mejor amiga (actualmente) con la que conecté rápido, por muchos motivos nuestra relación terminó al cabo de 2 meses.
Durante un tiempo no nos hablamos (en especial por que a los días de terminar conmigo ya tenía un novio) pero cuando retomamos nuestra amistad traté de ayudarla en todo lo que pudiese, no era sencillo por que me costó demasiado tiempo superarla (y creo que la razón por la que escribo esto es por que aún no la supero) pero siempre traté de estar ahí cuando me necesitaba, al final nos dejamos de hablar otra vez por que ya no teníamos de que hablar, simplemente ella no necesitaba mi ayuda y yo quería avanzar con mi vida. Volviendo al presente no tan presente, hace unas semanas me di cuenta de que me mandó una ola de mensajes por que según ella se sentía mal (mentalmente hablando), ya que yo también me sentía mal (por que sigo superando mi relación más reciente), decidí que era buena idea ponernos al día, resulta que hicimos cosas similares desde la última vez que hablamos pero ella como si fuese una cruel broma del destino tiene una tendencia a iniciar una relación con cualquier idiota que la ve más como un objeto que su igual lo que conlleva a tenerla cerca de mi para aconsejarla. Desde que volvimos a hablar estuvimos pensando en mudarnos juntos por que ella quiere mi consejo en algunas cosas mientras cursa la universidad y yo solo quiero no llegar a los 25 y seguir viviendo con mis padres pero descubrí que tenemos más intereses en común que cuando estábamos saliendo hace años. algo dentro de mi empezó a decirme y esperanzarme en que podríamos retomar nuestra relación, conociéndola no creo que sea posible ya que ella es de las personas que se interesan en la apariencia y si soy franco no soy alguien con rostro o cuerpo de modelo. la cosa es que adoro su actitud, lo tonta que puede ser aveces, su rostro, sus gustos y la mentalidad de niño que tiene igual que yo (digamos que ambos siendo ya mayores aún queremos ir por una cajita feliz). No me gusta sentirme así otra vez por que se que me va a rechazar y sería terriblemente incómodo vivir con la chica que te rechazó y la cual seguramente se estará besándose con el siguiente idiota que la tratará mal en la otra habitación pero no puedo evitarlo, aveces me digo a mi mismo que si hago un cambio físico o como la "chaviza" le dice un "glow up" Tal vez tendría una oportunidad con ella, no lo sé, quizás solo debería rendirme y escuchar entre sollozos como se besa con alguien más en la otra habitación, solo espero que lo que siento se vaya una vez que vivamos en el mismo departamento.

ROUND 8: Spain 🇪🇸

FORMULA 1 AWS GRAN PREMIO DE ESPAÑA 2023
Fri 2 Jun - Sun 4 Jun
Barcelona

Session	UTC
Free Practice 1	Fri 11:30
Free Practice 2	Fri 15:00
Free Practice 3	Sat 10:30
Qualifying	Sat 14:00
Race	Sun 13:00

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Circuit de Barcelona-Catalunya

Length: 4.655 km (2.892 mi)
Distance: 66 laps, 307.104 km (190.825 mi)
Lap record: 🇳🇱 Max Verstappen, Red Bull Racing-Honda, 2021, 1:18.149
2022 pole: 🇲🇨 Charles Leclerc, Ferrari, 1:18.750
2022 fastest lap: 🇲🇽 Sergio Perez, Red Bull Racing-Honda, 1:24.108
2022 winner: 🇳🇱 Max Verstappen, Red Bull Racing-RBPT

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En mi caso no se si cuente, pero cuando adquirí una línea Entel en un Plaza Vea cerca a mi casa con un stand de Entel afuera a la entrada, el pata me dió un chip totalmente nuevo, sellado y todo eso y me fuí contento a mi casita luego de hacer las compritas en el Plaza Vea, pero cuando lo coloco en mi nuevo celular y al instalar WhatsApp, empecé a recibir varias llamadas de números desconocidos y mensajes de personas desconocidas, diciendo que cuando vuelvo a chelear, a robar, o a intentar chantajear y seducir a una chica en un telo y esas vainas bien bizarras y turbias, para ese momento tenía como 14 o 13 años y me cagué bien feo del miedo :((, fui con mi madre a reclamar que me dieron un chip robado y todo y ya cuando me dieron otro chip a otro número, no volvió a suceder nada similar.
¿Y a ustedes que les pasó? Los leo papus. 🎷🦤

Bueno no sé muy bien donde empezar…. Llevo 10 meses una relación, hemos pasado por artas cosas juntos, pero creo que hoy fue la gota derramó el vaso. Hemos pasado por muchas pelea y conflictos por no entendernos bien en algunos cosas, hoy no me esperaba todo esto, salí a jugar con amigos, le mande fotos y videos donde estaba con ellos, ella en cambio se junto con sus viejos amigos, confío en ella y se que me contaría cualquier cosa. Volviendo a que salí con amigos, después de unas largas horas estando con ellos y a la vez hablando con mi novia, los fui a dejar cerca de sus casas (ella ya había llegado a su casa), vi una llamada perdida de ella y le dije a mi amigo que lo dejo acá y no en su casa, a lo que me iba la llame, estuvimos hablando arto rato todo bien y así, no se si mi error fue pregunté por un (amigo, no me agrada mucho su forma de ser) en eso me dice que no dijo nada y me siguió contando y yo escucho mientras me iba a casa, en un momento de la llamada me dijo “estabamos a todos los que nos ponen los cuernos” (en eso puse cara rara, )ya que siempre le he dicho y le demuestro que no la cambiaria por nada, ya que me siento feliz y cómodo con ella), en eso ella se pone seria y me corta la llamada, la llame artas veces para hablar con ella, sus últimos mensajes fueron no quiero hablar más contigo y no sabrás más de mi, en ese momento estuve entrando en crisis y me sentí mal, tengo miedo que lo de nosotros enserio acabe, ya que ella siempre estuvo en mis buenos y malos momentos y mi promesa es estar con ella y no que la dejaría sola, quiero seguir cumpliendo con mi palabra pero en estos momentos no sé si ella seguirá con su palabra hacia mi. No hemos hablado y es de noche, lo último que le dije fue “descansa amor, te quiero mucho “. No sé qué hacer para mejor todo o que lo nuestro siga en pie, ¿ Que puedo hacer?

Contexto: A mis 18 fui el tipico tonto que penso que las TDC eran juguetes. En su tiempo las administre muy bien pero llego el punto en el que me ofrecieron varios y se me salio todo de control.
Llegue a manejar 7 TDC distintas pero al final no pude pagarlas y simplemente deje de pagar porque pense que no me iba a pasar nada pues no tenia nada a mi nombre y mi direccion de ese entonces solo era un arrendamiento.
Total, que antes de intereses y tasas varias debo aprox una suma de unos 160-190k a tres bancos principales; BBVA, Santander y HSBC. (La suma es entre los 3, no a cada uno)
Me ha ido bien y no he ocupado mas creditos de ningun tipo, mis autos y casas los pague a contado entonces no hubo problema y mi negocio va bien hasta que ahora que quise dar el paso al siguiente nivel (en mi negocio) varias empresas en las que me quiero asociar y/o algunos provedores me piden mi historial crediticio para proveerme insumos o dejarme entrar al acta constitucional
Estos creditos imagino se fueron a despachos de cobranza por ahi de inicios de 2019 que fue cuando me empezaron a llamar mas frecuentemente y con un tono mas "amenazante".
Mi plan ahora es pagar toda esa deuda. El escenario optimo seria pagar a ese mismo precio (es decir sin intereses moratorios y todos esos cargos) y sobre todo mejorar mi historial lo mas pronto posible.
¿Como le hago?, ¿me acerco a los bancos directamente y negocio con ellos o tengo que ir a alguna institución o comunicarme con los despachos de cobranza?
¿Cuanto tiempo pasara hasta que nuevamente me puedan dar una TDC decente (no de las nuevas fintech)?, ¿se puede poner un deposito de garantia para una TDC decente y acelerar la mejora de historial?
Gracias de antemano

Empezaré por como fue que lo conocí: la semana pasada vi una publicidad de una aplicación para introvertidos. Me dije "por que no?" y lo descargué. No diré cual, por si acaso, pero lo importante es que en las primeras horas, solo 1 persona me llamó la atención. Al principio estaba nerviosa, no estando segura de que fuéramos a congeniar, pero me sorprendió lo rápido que nos caimos bien, teníamos algunas cosas en común y terminamos hablando toda la noche! Te hablo de... 12 horas xD
Cuestión... Luego de un par de días hablando, teníamos unas ganas de vernos y conocernos. Así que el domingo pasado quedamos cerca de una plaza. Yo ya tenía mentalizado que era probable que terminara por besarlo o él a mi (llamadme ilusa xD). Fue muy lindo estar con él, nos sentimos en paz, me tenía abrazada cuando estábamos sentados en un banco de la plaza. Me sentí muy cómoda con él. Fue por ese momento que me besó y me gustó mucho.
Un par de horas después, me acompañó a casa y aquí es donde las cosas fueron improvisando y no me lo esperé para nada. Entramos a mi casa porque él necesitaba usar el baño, pero luego seguimos con los besos y ya saben... Terminamos teniendo relaciones. No me arrepiento, me gustó mucho estar con él.
Estos días que estábamos hablando, me dice que aún no somos novios, estamos en plan saliendo, pero que la intención de serlo en el futuro está. Es muy lindo, meloso y respetuoso. Sin embargo le dije que la intimidad era muy importante para mi y que no quería hacerlo si no era mi novio. Me dijo que lo entendía y lo respetaba.
La verdad que si me gustaría repetirlo, pero una parte de mi se sentiría mal por tener relaciones tan temprano en esta "relación". Fue muy lindo y considerado cuando le hablé en más detalle sobre esto, pero no se hasta que punto es normal ya que es la segunda vez que salgo con alguien y este chico me gusta mucho.