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i’m a 22 year old man. at the age of 16 i got my first job and that was the last time i ever got money given to me from my parents. i bought my first car (i’m on my third now) and everything i own is mine. my parents don’t pay a single thing for me besides my phone bill and putting a roof over my head. growing up from the age of 11 my parents always said “no girls! no hanging out with girls!” why you may ask? bc they think i will fuck them and get them pregnant. mind you this started at the age of 11. i wasn’t allowed to be friends with girls. AND now i’m 22. my parents are ALWAYS asking “where i’m going” and if i am going out, it’s “be home soon” and that already bothers the fuck out of me. i’m a grown ass man. i just left the house 3 hours ago. why ru texting me to come home soon or asking where i am. bitch i am too old to be getting treated like this. recently i have been going out a lot bc summer JUST started. and my parents (mainly my dad) are ON MY ASS. for example, i went to get tacos with my friends at 9 pm and he called me saying “come home we have to talk. where are you. or are you really getting tacos? okay we’ll talk when you get home. come home” and i was literally eating tacos…. not lying what’s so ever. i come home and he’s asleep in bed. and i go in his room and wake him tf up and said “why did you call me freaking out thinking i’m lying” he wakes up and says “it’s okay we’ll talk tomorrow” bitch ru fr? i just rushed home bc you are making it seem like something happened. so i confront him morning of. he literally starts crying. “i don’t know how long i’m gonna live” “i’ve been watching you for three months. all you’re doing is drinking partying and smoking” “i don’t have any brothers, uncles, dad” “you’re all we have left” like all this blabber idgaf. i want to know why i can’t go out without you freaking out. he wasn’t answering none of my questions. just telling me to go in my room and pray. like wtf. you’re wasting my time. i don’t feel bad what’s so ever. i told him “im 22….. you want me to act like im 30 with kids. im gonna be young and have fun” i didn’t even mention that i JUST started drinking heavy this week. i quit smoking so idk what he talkin bout. and he talm bout “stay away from girls! i know what you’re doing” like bro you’re crazy and making up random scenarios in your head. mind you he’s not even 60 yet and he’s healthy and a alcoholic. so ever since that convo HES STILL ON MY ASS! he won’t let me sleep at my sisters house bc he thinks i’m lying and won’t let me go out everyday. so i want to move out… but rent where i live is over 1k a month. and i don’t wanna move out bc i’m not ready to pay rent for the rest of my life. but i’m financially stable with a decent job. what do i do?

Nobody needs to hear any of this, but I’m gonna say it anyway because if I don’t say it, then nobody will ever hear it. I want to be fucking worshipped. I want to be treated like a princess all the time. The kind that is envied in the streets but also when we’re alone. I want to be made to feel like a princess the one person that finally treated me like that left and I’m not surprised because everyone leaves but I just wanna be made to feel like I matter. I want those loves that are in romance novels and fucking movies and love songs. I wanna feel a love song again I wanna understand it. I want to be the people who are so grossly in love that their kids laugh but they secretly look up to their parents and they say I want to love like that. The kind of love that doesn’t ask for anything but you don’t have to lift a finger the kind that opens the door for you and heals you when you’re sick and cares and loves. Where are those people do men like that even exist anymore or are they all just liars?

As title says I’ve spent 15 years in the field as a plumbepipe fitter and another 5 years doing design work in revit and autocad. I’ve been a foreman/GF and a BIM lead but I’m honestly getting tired of the contract side of things and I really just want something with more job security. I’m tired of having to start over every few years because the company I’m working for gets slow.
Guess my question is how’s the job security on the engineering side of things and what kind of money can I get seeing as how I have 20 years experience in this trade? I even have experience with engineers doing design assist work and I’ve done plenty of sizing and load calcs. Right now a good year for me is around 120k, but then there’s bad years where I’m making 60-80 or less.

The update text said now you just press on the strip above the color wheel where you want to change it, but it still doesn't work that way. Can someone explain?

While I realize that (hopefully) most social workers would describe themselves as being empathetic individuals, it seems that the experience of helping others may vary for someone who identifies as an empath. This keeps coming up for me personally and professionally where others are telling me I'm an empath, but I have no real idea what this means/where to go from here to dig deeper and learn more. I've just been told that this causes me to be significantly more impacted by the experiences and emotions of the people I work with, so I'd love to learn more about it in the hopes of lasting in the field. Thoughts?

TW: threats possible abuse psych ward mentions medicine mentions
To start this is big for me because I have adhd and possible (HIGHLY likely) autism I haven't been diagnosed with autism but I have with adhd. Yesterday a package came for me it was a gudetama stress toy that threw up slime. I had accidently left it downstairs it was fine and in perfect condition when I left it (I forget things often due to adhd) today I learned my sister played with it when I had left it don't know when but she got it filthy and you can't clean slime.
For context my sister is almost 20 still in high school and hasn't been actually punished in years she doesn't do her school work and got kicked out right before graduation because of it because she's always on a device. She's snippy rude and verbally (sometimes physically to me) abusive. She constantly threatens to kill and harm me and often yells over stupid things.
Now I HATE others touching my things and moving them let alone ruining them I can't stand it I feel violated (if that makes sense) when that happens (btw my sister never gets grounded even when she hits me or throws things at me or threatens me she never gets in trouble and I've felt unsafe enough where I would have to grab knives because of her) so I blew up when I found out and demanded her to be grounded ( I know it was childish ) but she said that "she has adhd which makes her curious and has to touch things" and my grandma wouldn't Ground her or let my mom Ground her and I feel like no one ever listens to me or cares about me and how I feel only my sister and how she feels I'm always their scape goat and I'm always fighting with them and being yelled at.
I tried to explain to them how I felt and articulated my words to the best of my ability but they won't listen and I don't know what to do I often flinch if I think someone's gonna hit me or stuff at me and I'm just so tired and sick of this. I feel like if I blow up or get upset I'm in trouble and I'm wrong and I should calm down cus it's not a big deal, but if she yells at them for them even calling her name
I also feel neglected my mother is always on her devices and gets mad at me when I want her attention (it's always been like this) she's bipolar and often blows up on me or makes me deal with her mood swings they always bring me into money issues or talks about them around me she won't get off work for appointments or councilor she won't take me to counciling because "it doesn't work" even though I need it due to stress she won't get me into a med doctor (I have severe anxitey a mood disorder and sleep problems that I needed to take meds for) I haven't been to the doctor in 2 years dentis in over 5 And everyone uses me as their therapist and are always venting to me and dumping problems onto me I can't take it anymore.
My mother often uses my physc ward visit against me and guilts me often. I'm just so so tired and I wish I could get out. they never respect my boundaries of not wanting anything to do with bills or rantings and guilt me when I try to enforce said boundaries I've been doing this since I was 6. I feel like an adult and I'm so tired of it I don't know what to do.
Sorry for such a Long rant and sorry for alot of text any advice would be appreciated

Hey, I live on the east coast, specifically Maryland. I spend most of my free time watching Netflix or YouTube, playing video games and doing photography. I also enjoy playing volleyball, but I don’t play on a team yet. I also don’t mind sharing the photos I’ve taken with you if you would like to see them. I play video games on Xbox and I’m mostly always down to play. Those are just a few things about me. I don’t care about age, but I rather talk to guys because I don’t have many guy friends. Hopefully, whoever is reading this finds my post interesting and we will become friends.

To be fair, I do have a finite number of things I find naturally easy (playing music being one of them). But ANY time I get in a group setting where I’m expected to productively contribute, ESPECIALLY if it’s some sort of game, I will DEFINITELY find a way to screw it up in some way that no one ever has before. And I’m such a slow learner. I just walk away from these sh*tty games feeling like a complete loser and a failure, literally every single time. I get that others just do it for fun but literally my heart is in my throat every single time I’m expected to play some silly game because, without fail, I have and will find ways to screw it up for everyone. I’m just insanely sick of this. And it ruins my time with people because all I can think about is badly I screw up and how hard everyone laughs at me. It’s honestly getting a little out of hand, it makes me want to burst into tears every time. What’s wrong with me?

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I'm really happy to say our group talk went well! After all of us having time enough to cool down and consider each other's perspectives, we Skyped in and I calmly laid out how the prior session had made me feel (helped by a lot of your comments which articulated my feelings and arguments in a more concise way than I could've provided at the moment). Both my boyfriend/DM and the paladin were incredibly receptive and listened to my grievances with a lot of understanding, with the paladin even apologizing for his behavior and saying he realized that he got caught up in the moment and failed to consider his fellow party members' feelings, and that he left the call initially because he wanted to cool down and not make the situation worse in the moment. I also owed the paladin an apology for angrily calling him an idiot in the moment, which I provided and he accepted pretty gracefully. While we ultimately decided a retcon/rewind back to the moment where the dracolich fell would be the best action in order to avoid any hard feelings, going forward we've all collectively decided to utilize a ''time out and talk'' button if we feel things are starting to go south or one party member is beginning to cause issues in/out of game. Furthermore, my boyfriend stated that while he wanted to make sure the campaign still had its moments of tenseness and stakes and there would inevitably be moments similar to this where party members could and would die, he would ensure that no party member was being unfairly punished or targeted- especially for another's actions. Everyone was really mature about the whole affair and after laying everything out on the table, we agreed to pick up where we left off next Sunday and parted ways feeling a lot better.
While it's not a particularly juicy ending, it is a satisfying one and I'm glad that my friendship with the paladin or my relationship with my boyfriend wasn't negatively affected by this going forward. I wanted to thank you all for the supportive comments and advice as I think it made a difference in my phrasing of my frustrations and kept the onus on solving the problem as a group rather than lashing out.

I saw an instagram post from a meme account, but I didn’t know if it had any basis in truth? Lately we’ve been given TONS of hours where we’re actually trying to find people to take all the hours in the pharmacy so I’m just wondering if it’ll be crunch time again as we’re trying to hire some more part timers haha

Yarrr! The seas be waitin for those of ya stupid enough to trail them!
Hello! I am a DM of 4 years, with 3 successful campaigns in my belt looking to start a new one. I don't have the time, nor commitment to make another whole fully online, or in-person campaign but I can't stop DMing for the life of me! So I decided to do a play-by-post campaign for the foreseeable future.
It will be a sea-faring campaign filled with monsters, RP, and salt!
It will be 5e, starting at 1st level and using Discord as it's primary communication. I may use Roll20 for some town maps and etc.
As you may know, play-by-post means you will mainly be doing all of your actions and character moments in a text-like manner, however, I will ask that you reserve an hour of the week, on Saturday 3-4 PM PST to dedicate to playing this game. Throughout the week there will be no responsible responses and the character that is meant to act, can act on their own free time, but this Saturday hour will be a rapid fire session where we catch up on any combat or RP that we need to.
I allow all official material, and UA material (as long as you bring it up with me), AND homebrew upon review. I will be looking for 5-7 players to join me on this watery adventure and hopefully I don't see you all drown..
Please leave your responses below, or message me directly upon interest!

I feel like I watched these couples who were all happy enough together that at least one of them was considering marriage, and they got absolutely torn apart. I’m not going to lie it was an entertaining watch, but by the end of the eighth episode I was starting to feel really sad for all of them. I’m not saying they all should’ve been together or should stay together. It just seems like a process that’s inevitably going to devastate people.
I loved it, and honestly I’ll probably watch another season if they come out with it (only if it’s another queer season obviously), but I don’t know if it’s right to put people through this.
I guess they signed up for it though.
*edit I originally wrote the fourth episode meaning the fourth of the most recent release, felt it would make more sense to say the eighth