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I understand that if you just realized you’re losing your kids, you would be so torn up. One year ago my youngest son (4 mo old) passed away. It’s indescribable the pain you go through and continue to go through. There are days I physically can’t even function. With that being said, I cannot Imagine having a child on this earth and getting them taken away. To not be able to se your child every day is something I wouldn’t wish on anyone. So a part of me wants to be sympathetic and think that maybe it’s just now hitting her. HOWEVER does anyone else think it’s just all for show? Because she kept saying how “happy” she was that S is being adopted, never showed that she was upset. When H went to article 6 she was EXCITED to tell everyone and was showing her documents on live, smiling and saying how happy she was. She has gone to court several times for E, there is no way that she actually thought he was for sure coming home. We’ve all seen the paperwork, it doesn’t state a bunch of good things she’s been doing and it doesn’t show that she’s been doing everything she needs to do, it shows the opposite. Up until a few days ago she was FINE. She was going to her boyfriends, Al excited to buy snacks and food, was in good moods. But once all of her followers started asking questions and were telling her how shocked they were, all of a sudden now she’s so distraught and depressed??? It’s just so hard to believe that it’s real. She’ll have moments where she’ll laugh at something or get excited talking about food, and then she does this weird thing with her face and then tries to look all sad again. Just doesn’t come off as being genuine. I understand depression, and I feel for anyone going through anything. She has proven time and time again that she’s a liar. She’s also never pushed this cps is corrupt narrative. So now all of a sudden that he’s not coming home, cps is so corrupt, they took her kids for no reason, they have lied about everything. She seems like one of those people where if she truly believed that she would have been complaining about that 2+ years ago when S was taken. It’s just so hard to feel bad for her When everything is a lie, or it’s her with her bad acting.

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As stated OC using Ryzen Master using the Auto setting. PC restarted and proceeded to loop into recovery mode. From time to time the pc will actually post and make it into Windows log on. So I've done the following:

1. Checked each component for signs of any damage and ran the usual test to see if any of my parts are bad. So far all of them check out.
2. Reseted the CMOS battery and the CPU.
3. Tried to boot into save mode, no success so far.
4. After not being able to boot into Windows I've wiped the hdd and tried a clean windows install. Yes I deleted the usual partitions on said hard drive and done the install from a usb device. Windows will install and get to set up your Windows 11 before it crashes, restarts and then loads into the "Something has gone wrong, recovery mode activated" screen.

Using an: HP 25L
BlizzardL motherboard Ryzen 7 5800G
32GB of Corsair Vengeance 3600MHz RAM
RTX 3060Ti Non-lhr
I am at my wits end as to what to do. I'm almost tempted to throw my hands up in the air and give up. Any help would be appreciated.

This is a 45 acre farm. I grew up on it, traveled the world, and came home again.
When both parents had passed, I bought out my sisters shares. I stopped all row crops in 2014 and began turning the place into a safe zone for nature.
It features a man made lake, spring fed and well stocked with fish. There are 22 acres of tillable land, some woods and rolling hills as well as several rock and flower gardens and roughly 6 or 7 acres of lawn.
In 2014, I began to plant trees and flowers in the fields in my attempt to give nature a safe place to be. We have a nesting pair of Bald Eagles, roughly 75 wild turkeys, about 30 head of white tail deer. We have more small animals than you could hope to count.
We currently have a mama turkey sitting on her 12 eggs on our lakeside patio.
The lake is well stocked with fish, large and small mouth bass, crappies, blue gills and sunfish as well as a decent supply of turtles. We have a raft and a paddle boat on the water for fun.
There are also two large aluminum pole barns, 60 x 40. In one, I built a large indoor grow with full temperature, light and humidity control and that was a marijuana rental grow from 2014 to this spring. It currently stands empty but I will put it to growing vegetables or mushrooms fairly soon. The other 60 x 40 is being built out as a machine shop.
I also have a holding pen and small building as a lock up for raising calves or pigs or goats if someone wanted to do that. It could also be fixed up for chickens.
I have a full range of farm equipment including a rototiller for the back of the tractor. If someone wanted to raise a garden for veggies to eat or for sale at the local farmers market. Such projects would be on your own time and any money raised, would be yours.
I will hire 9 workers for the mushroom growing business and 4 for the machine shop.
I would really love to find a yard and garden girl who enjoys age gap relationships or BDSM lifestyle relationships. You would answer directly to me, independently of the farm businesses. You would become my confidant, helper, assistant, and sexual muse. You would also help with planting trees or tree seeds in the fields.
I have been a dominant since birth. I married a submissive in 71 and we are still together. I became heavily involved in this lifestyle in 96. Now that I am living back on the farm again, I want my submissive or slave gal as my way of bringing my enjoyment of the lifestyle, to my farm. Limits become far more important in such a situation and you would find I am agreeable, reliable, and consistent. Limits set will be respected.
The work is easy enough, no punching a clock, just keep the lawns mowed and the flower gardens weeded. If you also wanted to work in one of the two businesses, that would in fact be a separate paying job you could easily do both.
Be in shape for outdoors work. Be 18 to about 40. Be open to lifestyle framed, living and working.
For this gal or gals, I will cover every living expense as well as some spending money, apartment, car, phone, lap top, utilities, and groceries.
Key words: DD/lg, age gap relationships, BDSM, Dominant/submissive, Owneslave

Hi everyone! My husband and I are in the midst of an adoption (waiting to be matched), and living in the great state of Texas (/s). Had we not already done the home study and everything, we'd leave now, but we can't without starting over. That said, we're looking into moving to Michigan once everything is said and done and we legally adopt our kid.
My question: When we move to a blue(r) state, is it going to matter if a certain right-wing nominee gets elected? Will it matter what state we're in at that point?
We, unfortunately, can't leave the country. It's really cost-prohibitive and most of our money is going towards the adoption.

I figured since Sabaton hasn't done many songs involving Asia (the only one that immediately comes to mind is Shiroyama), I'd come up with ideas since there is more than enough Asian history to do an album about.
Album Name: Either "From Decency to Corruption" or "Backwards Evolution" describing how while nowhere near perfect, the old ways of countries like China or Korea were probably better than the totalitarian ways of today. Personally, I prefer "Backwards Evolution" or "Evolving Backwards"
Songs:

1. Mesopotamia - A song mainly about the early stages/development of Mesopotamia before it really boomed around 2400 BC or so.
   
2. The First Dynasty - Describes Yu the Great's formation of the Xia Dynasty and how it was essentially built from the ground up
   
3. Pre-Babylon Babylon - Describes the accomplishments and eventual downfall of the old babylonian empire as well as some notable achievements and moments in between
   
4. The First Dynasty Improved - Describes how the Shang dynasty came to be and what it did to improve upon the previous Xia Dynasty and how it laid the framework for many future dynasties.
   
5. Escape - Essentially a retelling of Moses's actions leading the Hebrews out of Egypt from the Jewish bible, maybe more emphasis on the hardships some suffered to escape.
   
6. True Enlightenment - Like "Escape" before it, a retelling of a story from a religion, this time Gautama achieving a state of buddha and laying down the framework for the creation of Buddhism
   
7. The Great Split - About Alexander the Great, and the ramifications of his death (such as the formation of Empires later to become countries)
   
8. China Unified - Describes the Qin dynasty and how it essentially brought China together, albeit being short-lived.
   
9. The Unseeable Prophet - Muhammad and most of his achievements, again essentially a retelling of his actions from the Islamic bible
   
10. The 8 Atrocities - As could be guessed, refers to the 8 crusades and how so much blood was shed in the name of religion
    
11. The Grand Conqueror (ft the hu) - All about Genghis Khan and how his empire managed to capture the entirety of Asia for some time, with the hu for obvious reasons
    
12. The Last Dynasty - A Final Solution-esque power ballad all about the Qing dynasty, to its inception, achievements, and eventual downfall leading into modern China
    
13. The Republic and the People's Republic - Taiwan and China, from the split to the argument of which is the real China to the differences between similar countries.
    
14. Three Kims - The last song talks about the three leaders of North Korea (Kim il Sung, Kim Jong il, and Kim Jong Un) and the atrocities that they have each committed, as well as the Korean War and the split because of WWII
    

I tried my best to use topics I have knowledge about but some details could be wrong, and this idea could just be a bad one, but what do you all think?

I am 11 weeks pregnant and I’m so so tired. My life fr sucks rn
I don’t know if it’s my depression, or if it’s the first trimester… or that I keep forgetting to take my prenatals and vitamin D but I am so so tired all the time. I do have a therapist but I’m getting the feel like she’s getting tired of me missing appointments but it’s so much pressure getting dressed, being on time, etc.
I’m coming on a month of just being a single mom but I was a married single mom for two years already. My child’s father is terrible. He PCS back to the states and I’m stationed in Germany by myself no family. I do have 1 friend tho.
The burden of having to update him all day and pictures, videos of his son, and he never ever initiates txts is overbearing as well. How do you guys go low contact without feeling so guilty. Before he left, he cheated on me with so many girls and I’m still processing it. I forgot how to vivid my nightmares were when I was pregnant now that they’re back again I’m scared to fall asleep. I barely can talk to anyone about this because everyone expects me to just move on because he’s gone. But I’m still hurt.
Since it’s been just me and my son lately I don’t know I just wanna nap all the time. He goes to daycare during the day so that saves me the daytime. When he gets out of daycare I take very well care of him but my energy levels are so low.
I feel like I’m being a bad mom with how tired I am. And I don’t want to get on medicine because my body react poorly to it. I wonder if there’s Group Therapy or online groups I can join. I know the isolation of just being home all the time is getting to me too.
My screen time is like 10 hours per day as well it’s so bad.

Hi,
I am trying to place one computer on my home network on a specific VPN in another state. The VPN has to be handled at the gateway, no VPN software can be installed on the device. I only want this one device on the VPN.
My current SOHO router does not have any sort of VPN configuration abilities.
Could I accomplish this with a PFsense gateway device, or are there other small-scale solutions I could use to deploy this at home? I know some newer SOHOs will do VPN configuration but I need it to only route VPN traffic for this one device, and it has to be VPN agnostic so I can configure this specific one. Something that only supports a proprietary set of VPNs won't work.
I am down to spend money, just want to be sure I'm spending it on the right stuff. Any advice would be helpful, thanks!

I never thought I would take to Reddit for a situation like this but it’s my last option. I’ve had a friend for about 1-2 years let’s just call them naomi, and I’ve also had a friend in a trio for about 2 years now. Now before I get into the real problem let me explain. To the point that one of my friends in the trio have gotten so close we actually started dating about a month ago. Let’s call the person I’m dating leo. Now before leo and me started dating Naomi has always hyped me up every time I post something on Instagram, they usally say something like “bsf” “ur so cool” or “ I miss you” just to be clear me and Naomi have never been intimate. We rarely text (if we do it’s abt school) . We also never have called eachother, anything like that. We just talk in class. Now Naomi recently said in my post “HI (my name) I MISS YOU” n I responded back “I MISS YOU TOO!!” it may seem sus but its not like that it will never be like that. Now today Leo was mad at me,my other friend in the trio was also mad at me too and it looked sus . But I have a point that would controdict this thought of me cheating or even getting intimate. 2 days before this I had called Leo and told him how Naomi stated talking to a guy and some other girl was texting him and she got mad. Now how would that make sense? Leo’s mad at me abt the instagram comments n it looks like I’m cheating , but Naomi is going for another guy. To me that doesn’t make sense?? Reddit I need help fast !!! I really like Leo and I don’t want it to end like this!!!
Note: once I said the Naomi was fine to Leo, Before we were dating. I was joking and again . I would not date Naomi not do anything like that with her it was a joke and it stuck with Leo.

I don't know what's going with Scottish TV adverts at the moment but there have been some proper shiters recently. That squeaky voiced wee shite on the Edinburgh boiler company ad, Susan Calman's numerous bank of Scotland belters, and I swear to God if I have to listen to that lass at the bus stop screaming about how much she's won on the Scottish children's lottery one more time...
I can only think this some secret government agenda to get us moving and away from the TV.

Not wanna get too close in to details, but this lawyer has from court all rights about bank accounts and financial data as the supervisior.
My mothers life is already at rock bottom and now he sold all her stocks for a loss because of a 400€ bill and guess what, he never told her about it, but I checked and compared to last months the stocks are up +5000€ ...
He could have sold worth of 400€ but he closed the whole stocks account.
Any ideas? I want karma to get him, but he has all the power over my mother and I can only watch from the sidelines.

How long does the actual urgent passport appointment take? I’m having to travel out of state for an 8 AM appointment tomorrow and need to be back in my state the same day for travel, and the only travel option is a bus at 9 AM. That won’t work, right? 😩

Yesterday there was a post on /oddlysatisfying showing a beautiful traditional Malaysian dance involving stepping in and out of rhythmically tapping sticks.
In the comments, a lot of Americans from different states said that they learned this in elementary school PE--see here. I was blown away, because my extremely white, teeny tiny Catholic school in Kentucky taught us Philipino tinikling in the late 90s. (My ankles feel bruised just remembering it.) I always thought we were just a weird little school with a strange PE program, but apparently not. It seems like this is a broader thing in US PE classes.
But why? Why do so many schools, including in areas with little or no southeast Asian cultural presence, include this in their curriculum?

I've been in denial for a few years now, but I think I've slowly come to accept that I'm a trans woman. I just feel feminine and whenever I wear feminine clothing, it just feels like ecstasy. I think the main reason why I was transphobic in the past was because I grew up Mormon, and there was a lot of hate against anything that was LGBT related, and as a young teenager, I just accepted those awful things the church taught me. I wish I was born a woman, and I'm tired of trying to cover up those feelings. I'm an ex-mormon now, and I'm going to be going to college in the fall (I'm currently 18). My main fear is that my friends and family, especially my father might disown me. Luckily I live in a progressive state (NY), so at least there's that. I want to be an environmental scientist, and I want to be a female. I think now I've come to accept that, but it's still difficult to get over years of the brainwashing the church does, and I'm just trying my best.

I'm not trying to sound harsh, especially because I've been there. I'm not speaking to those who are truly trying to do the right thing, but those with bad habits.
Oftentimes posters here will talk about money struggles without talking about other struggles (like addictions) that usually go hand-in-hand. So if you're addicted to some substance or even a habit like gambling, then stop. If you're trying to take short cuts, steal or cheat your way through life, then you're always going to stay at the bottom.
I had severe addictions when I was homeless and it took a lot of effort to realize it was wrecking my life and something needed changing. I allowed others to help as I cleaned myself up and made a pledge to turn away from the crap that put me where I was.
I dumped my friends that kept me in a rut and started networking with people whose lives I wanted to model mine after. People are always open to answering questions and helping out.
I had heard of a guy who worked around 5 days a MONTH and made 6 figures (because of residuals [royalties]). He was a stuntman. I had done some gymnastics as a child and was always awed by the action flicks I saw on TV.
A new friend put me into contact with a stunt guy and I stated to train in the same gym where he trained. My focus was wholly set on doing stunts, without the distractions of all the garbage in my past. I learned fights, high falls, tricking (flips and stuff), and some driving.
4 years in, I'm in the same position as the guy I looked up to. It's not perfect, nothing is, (there's actually a strike in Hollywood right now so things slowed down), but getting rid of my poor behavior really springboarded my success.
Again, I'm only speaking to those who are trying to get by without getting rid of their bad habits. As for the rest, just keep pushing, keep educating yourselves and ask for help from those willing to provide it. At one point I joined a church that had a benevolence offering, and while I didn't attend for the money, once people learned about my situation, they helped me immensely.
Best of luck to all!

TL;DR - I'm looking for advice about using both the first floor space and the courtyard space for the full event, and also wondering if it's too much to have guests move their ceremony chairs into the reception so that the courtyard could then be used for cocktail hour. And if I shouldn't ask guests to move chairs, should I hire someone to do it and plan to use the courtyard for anything? Or should I maybe downgrade my rental space of the courtyard down to just an hour, even though they are giving it to use for free during the ceremony and we are currently contracted to pay for it for the 4 hour event time. Or...idk!! I feel stuck on what to do.
My partner and I are getting married in October at a museum! We are paying for gallery access for our guests, and are allowed to have people go basically anywhere around the museum, we just have to pay for renting spaces where we plan to set things up. So our rental contract is for the first floor and adjoining courtyard. Meaning they have additional rentable spaces that we are allowed to use, but not set things up in.
They are very kindly allowing us an extra 45 min at no cost to have our ceremony (not having a 45 min ceremony, but like time for guests to arrive and sit and start the ceremony and then start cocktail hour a bit before our official rental starting time so we can catch sunset for couple photos).
Our current plan is to have the ceremony in the courtyard, then have people go inside for cocktail hour and to check out the gallery. However, drinks/food are not allowed in the gallery (second floor), and so our cocktails and appetizers will all be on the first floor. Tables and chairs will already be set up, and we can probably fit some belly bars around as well. Then the reception will still be in the same space. I'm not sure if dancing will fit well in the same room as all the dinner tables/chairs, and have included a layout of the venue from All Seated, with my own tables and chairs plan added as well as some notes.
I am struggling to figure out how to better utilize the courtyard since we are paying for it for the full reception time, but only really are able to use it so far for the ceremony, and they are allowing us to do that for free anyway (I don't mind paying something for it, but it does feel a little silly to pay for it for 4 hours and only use it in any official capacity for the free ceremony time). We have the rental company coming at 3pm to set up tables and chairs for the reception and chairs outside for the ceremony, then they will leave.
Should I hire someone to fold up all the outdoor chairs during the cocktail hour to then use the courtyard for...something? A dance floor if there isn't enough space inside for dancing? The DJ is able to have set ups in multiple locations for no extra cost.
What I reeeally wish I could do is just have all the guests take their ceremony chairs inside for the tables...but I worry that is just not appropriate? But it would just solve so many issues! The chairs would be out of the way immediately instead of hiring a few people to take a few minutes to get it done, and then we could instead have cocktail hour out in the courtyard AND use it for dancing later on. Plus we'd only need to rent half as many chairs. I would need to make sure, but I believe the caterers could set up the cocktail hour appetizers in a way that they would then quickly be able to get the food out there after the chairs are cleared away, and I am hopeful that at least some guests will also be excited to go up to the gallery instead of immediately go for drinks and food.
My friend whose wedding I officiated did a 'backyard wedding' (it was at her husband's parents very large estate/farm with a private lake, so a very beautiful and grand feeling backyard wedding!) and as part of my announcements after the ceremony, we asked everyone to carry their ceremony chairs over to the reception tent to place at tables. Everyone was happy to do so, and helped out for any guests who were unable to carry their own, and it went very quickly. I would really love to do this but something about it being a backyard wedding vs a more formal venue makes it seem wrong.
If we don't do that, should I plan to hire people to fold up the chairs and try to then get people back outside for cocktail hour after a few minutes? Or do I need to give up on using the ceremony space for cocktail hour. Is it advisable to at least use the courtyard for dancing? Is it awkward to split up the space where dancing will occur from where we are eating dinner? I don't have a fully formed timeline yet, but so far it's something like:
3:00 - rentals arriving, coordinator at venue, family and wedding party photos around area near venue
5:00 - guests arriving
5:15 - ceremony
5:45 - cocktail houcouple sunset photos (sunset at 6:10pm, hoping to make it to some of the cocktail hour)
6:45 - first dance, parent dances
7:00 - dinner
8:00 - toasts then dancing/partying, dessert coming out at some point, or toasts could be just before dinneafter dances
10:00 - end

Been reading the AFed magazine from Summer 2022 and there’s a lot of articles from Eastern European anarchists/ultra-leftists that recount experiences of living in a post-USSR state and the comparison of that to the current situation in Ukraine. I’m interested in reading more cohesive work by Eastern European writers on the USSR, as even though I’m vehemently opposed to the USSR and tankie apologia, I’ve never familiarised myself with writers who have lived experience (or at least ones who live in post-USSR states).
Cheers!